Saturday, July 23, 2005

Slow down, you crazy child
you're so ambitious for a juvenile
But then if you're so smart, tell me
Why are you still so afraid?

Where's the fire, what's the hurry about?
You'd better cool it off before you burn it out
You've got so much to do and
Only so many hours in a day

But you know that when the truth is told..
That you can get what you want or you get old
You're gonna kick off before you even
Get halfway through
When will you realize, Vienna waits for you?

Slow down, you're doing fine
You can't be everything you want to be
Before your time
Although it's so romantic on the borderline tonight
Tonight,...
Too bad but it's the life you lead
you're so ahead of yourself that you forgot what you need
Though you can see when you're wrong, you know
You can't always see when you're right. you're right

You've got your passion, you've got your pride
but don't you know that only fools are satisfied?
Dream on, but don't imagine they'll all come true
When will you realize, Vienna waits for you?

Slow down, you crazy child
and take the phone off the hook and disappear for awhile
it's all right, you can afford to lose a day or two
When will you realize,..Vienna waits for you?
And you know that when the truth is told
that you can get what you want or you can just get old
You're gonna kick off before you even get half through
Why don't you realize,. Vienna waits for you
When will you realize, Vienna waits for you?
(vienna, billy joel)

Friday, July 01, 2005

oooooo canada!!

happy canada day!! and happy day to me!! bean's here tomorrow at 9:30 am!! omgomgomzzz11one1!!!!

giggles!!

more updates later. it's SUPER busy at camp, but i'm having so much fun. awwww yeah!!

Sunday, June 19, 2005

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right

Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...

Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right
It's all right
(here comes the sun, the beatles)

in 17 minutes, it will be 12 days until bean visits me at the lair. it's one of my favorite places, and i get to share it with the love of my life. i'm totally on cloud nine. siiiiiiigh. :)

Monday, June 06, 2005

howdy, all!!

i don't have too much time for an update right now, but i am up at camp!! the first night was uh...interesting with nobody else up here yet an no electricity. but i rocked it hard and survived.

i just wanted to mention that it's sooooo freakin cold right now. it's about 43 degrees and it's gonna get down to about 29 tonight. thank god for electric blankets.

i'm also very excited for my family coming up third week, although that's not till the last week in june. and right around then, bean will be visiting me at the lair for about a week!! i am so pumped since it's been forever since i've seen his cute face smilin at me. WOOOOOOHOOOOOO!!

more later...maybe!! :)

Saturday, May 21, 2005

hi everybody!! [/dr.nickriveravoice]

i'm not sure how often i'll be able to update this while i'm up at the lair. not like there were ever any major updates here anyway...hee hee!! but i might be takin the summer off. sigh. yeah, i know like two of you are sad about this.

who knows...maybe i'll update on a day off...but then again, i might be catching up on sleep.

i'll be sure to rock on, only if you promise to do the same.

talk to you later, eh??

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

it's pink. \m/












The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything!

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.


Saturday, May 07, 2005

just a quick update before my sleepy ass gives out and i collapse on my compy. i had a great week of birthday fun!!

it started off at work with a great party and yummy ice cream brownies with tons of sprinkles, of course!! i got to take tuesday off which was just wonderful!! my day started with the doorbell ringing and someone bringing me flowers!! they're still incredibly beautiful, and i give them little kisses each time i walk by. siiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh. after that, i saw a movie with the fam, rested, went out to dinner, had some ice cream cake, and opened presents!! i'm so lucky!!

on thursday i got a package from bean!! omg, it was filled with homemade chocolate chip cookies!! i am so lucky to have the most perfect boyfriend, ever. they were hecka yummy in some vanilla ice cream. woohoo!!

today i got to hang out at fenton's with my friends!! black and tan, baby!! i had an incredible time with everyone and i'm sooooooo glad i decided to go there. i love how each celebration involved ice cream. hee hee!! and my friends spoiled me with presents...those sillies. yeah...i'll update this in a bit...bean just called!! goooooodnight!! :)

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

happy birthday to me [/bud light commercial]

omg!!

beanie sent me the most beautiful flowers for my birthday!!



thank you, sweetie!! xoxoxo!!

Monday, April 25, 2005

woah...it's not a dream. horray!!

Sunday, April 24, 2005

the lord works in mysterious ways.



congrats, aaron. eff the niners...you're gonna rock em in green bay.

Monday, April 18, 2005

Come and relax now
Put your troubles down
No need to bear the weight of your worries
You let them all fall away
(pantala naga pampa, dave matthews band)

i had such a great time up in davis on saturday!! it was picnic day which always makes me reminisce on all the great times i had at college. it's such a blast to go up there and still have such an awesome time.

the day started out with my mom and i parking and me opening up our schedule of events for the day. only to read that kelly albin was the grand marshall of the parade!! HELLO!! we hustled to campus only to watch the last float drive by. i can't believe i had no clue and we totally missed it.

my mom and i walked around for a bit, trying to figure out what we wanted to do, and remembered that we had never seen the chemistry magic show in all the years that we had been there. so we ran over to chem 194 only to see that the dorks in charge were holding on to all of the tickets and releasing them at different times during the day. lame. so we missed that once again, but did catch part of the physics magic show. yessssssssssssssssss.

we had lunch on the quad and grabbed lumpia and tacos. oh holy crap. those tacos had this incredibly spicy salsa on them. i was so hungry that i kept eating them, but they were so hot that they were making me cry. i had to run in the coffee house and order us some frappucinos to calm our hot mouths off. it was quite comical to watch us in obvious pain, but continuing to eat.

after that, we headed over to the arboretum to get a spot for battle of the bands. i was so darn excited that caitlin was going to be there!! it's so amazing to me that she's in college now and gets to experience all this stuff!! i love seeing her play for cal, and see how excited she gets when she plays. she seriously rocks!! i also ran into kelly and gave her a hard time for not telling me about the whole parade thing. that girl is so modest. hopefully we can catch up later for my birthday and party down at the lair. last but not least was catching up (sort of) with kassey. it was great to run into her for a short amount of time, and i hope that we can talk a bit more before her and i head off in different directions.

i had such a wonderful time visiting my campus again. smelling the nasty cows by tercero, feeling the warmth of the sun with no bay breeze to freeze you up, the bike lanes, just remembering all the little things about college that you might have forgotten. it had been a while since i was on campus, and it was so fun to go exploring in the different buildings and remember hilarious stories about classes or friends. davis is a part of me that i miss, and a part that i'm glad i experienced. it was totally random that i was accepted, and it was definately all part of god's plan. i'm really excited to see what he has in store for me next. woohoo!!
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Thursday, April 14, 2005

sparkle nail polish is quite possibly one of the coolest things, ever. it makes me bounce all day (not like that's anything new) and my smile get bigger by the second. horray for the little things. :)

Sunday, March 27, 2005

at last
my love has come along
my lonely days are over
and life is like a song
at last
the skies above are blue
my heart was wrapped up in clover
the night i looked at you
(at last, etta james)

did i mention that i have the most amazing boyfriend in the history of the universe?? i do!! i get the most amazing love letters in the mail from him!! it's such a wonderful feeling when i'm reading them and giggling and smiling and remembering how cute he is. and, they're on pink paper. awwwwwwwwwwww!!

happy easter!!

Saturday, March 26, 2005





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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

seek the Lord, and his strength: seek his face evermore psalm 105

i miss hockey, sniff sniff.

i miss insane moments in front of the net.


i miss holding my breath during incredible plays.


i miss playoff beards.


i miss jonathan cheechoo...i mean, I MISS HOCKEY!!

Thursday, March 17, 2005

that potato soup was so damn good. it's sort of like purred potato leek soup and you add a little bit of cheddar cheese and bacon if you want. yeah, i added a TON. it was like a liquid baked potato which equals heaven in my book.

and, because it's been a while, here's your moment of zen.
happy st. patrick's day!!

even google dressed up!!


a little leprechaun came to my house and left me a cute card and candy!! horray!!

i'll be making irish potato soup and corned beef tonight for dinner which is probably better than my ancestors ate. anyway, they're from county clare which is where the cliffs of insanity are!! if you saw the princess bride, you'll remember those, but they're actually the cliffs of mohr. woohoo!!

erin go bragh...or erin go bra-less. whatever mood you're in today. :)

Monday, March 14, 2005

Love, love, love, what more is there?
'Cause we need the light of love in here
Don't beat your head
Dry your eyes
Let the love in there
There's bad times
But that's okay
Just look for love in it

And don't burn the day away...

Look, here are we
On this starry night, staring into space
And I must say
I feel as small as dust lying down here

What point could there be troubling?
Head down wondering what will become of me?
Why concern we cannot see
But no reason to abandon it
The time is short but that's all right
Maybe I'll go in the middle of the night
Take your hands from your eyes, my love
All good things must come to an end some time
But don't burn the day away
Don't burn the day away
(pig, dave matthews band)

howdy kiddies!! i had such a fun day yesterday, even though i did work from 7-11. blah!! it was great because i got to kick it with the roomies in walnut creek. i love how when we get together, we can pick up from the moment in time where we left off. updates are always great because it's sort us going around in a circle until things are complete, and then even at that point, there's always more to say. :)

i met lauren and kelly at broadway plaza which i had never been to before. it's a really awesome outdoor mall, and luckily the sun was out yesterday, so it was perfect. i was wearing my converse which i thought was hella smart on my part because i knew we'd be doing a lot of walking. after about an hour or so, my feet were KILLING me. it wasn't my ankles, but my feet, so i just sort of ignored it. but by the last shop, i was really ready to sit down for a bit. i felt so dumb becuase i wanted to rest, but i knew the roomies were having so much fun walking around and shopping, so i didn't say anything. i grabbed a shake at yogurt park before i left, and figured THAT better put a smile on my face as i drove back to freakmont.

when i got in, my mom was looking at some old pictures of her, and showing them to me, and i finally had to tell her that i needed to lie down for a bit. she probably thought i was some rookie shopper. ;) i sat down on my bed, and started talking to bean for a bit, when finally i told him i had to go soak my feet in the tub for a bit. oh man...i can't even describe the pain they were in!! i filled the tub up with hot water, and my fun foot soak and felt like i was in heaven. thank goodness!! so fast forward a few hours, to where i'm actually looking inside my converse for some reason. i was talking to bean on the phone, when i saw them, picked them up, and noticed that they are TWO SIZES TOO SMALL. oh my god. how could i have been so dumb?? the hilarous part is that i've had them since christmas. but i've only worn them a few times, and for only a couple of hours at a time. i don't have the box anymore (which did have the correct size...i do remember that) and they have a scuff or two on em, so it's not like i can take them back. oh man. the other funny part is that i haven't noticed before. they didn't hurt before...and i didn't feel like they were too small back then. hee hee...yeah...that's the life of me.

i had such a great time with lauren and kelly and i wish we could hang out more often. it's great that we're all in the bay, but hard that we're spread out. being with them reminds me how much i'll miss them when i'm in canada. hopefully they'll come to visit and we can have more drunken adventures together!!

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

hey kiddies!!

as promised, here is the second half of my trip to canadia!!

when i last left off, it was valentine's day. i got the coolest present ever: a journal from beanie. awwwwww. he drew some stuff in it, and wrote so many amazing things. i totally cried when i got it. thanks, cutie!! we went out to dinner that night with his parents and his sis and her bf to a restaurant close to their house. it was really yummy, and i was totally full. and beanie and i split some raspberry sorbet. i was in heaven!!

we went into town again on tuesday to do some shopping for my family/friends. it was great to walk around, looking in the shops, and holding bean's hand. i miss the little things like that so much already. but i had a ton of fun at one touristy shop, buying silly canadian shotglasses, or t-shirts that said, "EH" on em. we had lunch at a mall down there, and i got to have poutine (see definition below) for the first time!! there was also an A&W which made me about pee my pants with excitement. i don't know where there's one around here, cause those suckas keep taking em away. i'm not sure if you know, but i love love love ice in my soda. and i bought one for me and bean, and didn't notice till i sat down that there was no ice in them!! i was like, "wtf??" there was actually a little sign on the cup that stated they didn't put ice in the drinks anymore because it dilutes it. yeah, if you take 75 years to drink it. i think this was also the night i requested that bean make me some popcorn. he's soooo good at it. cause it's not the microwave stuff, or even the air-popped kind...just made in a pot. but he knows that i only like a little butter and salt, so i think it's totally perfect. and even better that i can ask and he'll make it!! i have a slave for life!! hee hee...kidding. oh, and i think we watched napoleon dynamite, AGAIN. bean is so good at doing impressions...it's scary.

wednesday was sort of a blob day. i say that cause i don't know how else to describe it. it was the day i was flying back home. siiiiiiiiiiiiiigh. also, this is when the nhl officially announced that there would be no hockey season. what a crappy day!! anyway, we had to catch a ferry from victoria to vancouver, hop on a bus to the airport, and say our goodbyes. i tried not to make it seem like it was a big deal, or i would have had big ol' tears flowin really fast. i of course saved this for the plane. thank goodness i had a window seat, and could just stare out and nobody could see me.

but i had so much fun with bean, and honestly, the days felt like minutes to me. i think the fact that we lost a day when i came AND when i left didn't help matters. here is what i did learn aboot canada!!

*U-Turns. can't do em. at least, not at a signal. bean says that if you pull over to the side, and wait for traffic to clear, then you can do em. that is still odd to me. (odd to bean, too!! he freaked out when i did one when he was here!!)

*Poutine. pronounced: poo-teen. canadia's version of chili cheese fries. well, that's my best explanation, anyway. we had it on tuesday, and it's basically fries with gravy and cheese curds. bean got it from a place called: new york fries. but they only have them in canada. (also, same with: boston pizza) i guess that's their comeback to us having: canadian bacon.

*French. the language is on everything. you have a bottle of ketchup, and everything is listed in english and french. thank goodness i took french in high school!! zut alor!!

*Touque. prounouced: two-que. it's another word for beanie.

*Chains. i knew there would be like mcdonald's and pizza hut and crap like that up there. but did you know there was michael's and red robin?? damn, we're invading with all our crappiness.

*Sorry. sweet lord. this is like every other word out of a canadian's mouth. i'll admit, i started saying it too. i had heard about this, but didn't know it was really true until i was at the airport when i had just flown in. bean and i went to get pizza, and some guy next to him got a bit close when they were looking at what kind to order, and both immediately say, "surry, surry aboot that." i was fucking CRACKING UP. nobody had even touched each other or anything. damn. i wonder what the world would be like if everyone was more polite like this.

anyway, that's the rest of my canada update!! woohoo!! i know i promised another update with jobs and shtuff, but i haven't made any annoucements yet, and don't plan to for a while. let's just say that the news is freakin awesome and if you want to know more details, you know where to reach me. happy times, happy times!!

p.s. oh yeah. i just realized that i might be allergic to milk, and/or lactose intolerant. i'm not sure if the difference (if there is one) but i guess i should get this checked out!! random.