gooooooooood morning!!

so i just read a story about a crazy girl's basketball game that got a little out of control. that coach is effing retarded.

and this poor lady. i hear about weird things like this sometimes...just crazy that sometimes the heart is still beating...

and to the good news. me and my boy. hee hee. first, let me just say that he told me he had this dream about me. we were in a boat, inside his house, and there was water everywhere. i guess he said he knew the boat we were in wasn't going to sink, but there was a lot of water filling up the house quick, so he was a little worried. this morning, i consulted my book of dreams and found out that means that we're having seven kids. hahahahah, i wish. this was just the intro to the "water" section. "our deepest emotions, intuitions and instincts are in question or under examination when our dreams use the symbolism of water; they may be either reassuring us or making us conscious of deep-rooted conflicts and phobias. they may be encouraging us to dive to the bottom of our problems, to allow our emotions to flow more freely, to stop confiing them behind some sort of dam or within too narrow channels." oh, hello, this is what i'm talking about. do we have a hard time talking about commitment? and for the boat part, "you may have felt secure, but perhaps your boat was leaking?" nope!! "were you mending it? if so, what are you tring to make good or patch in your waking life? as yourself if you are under any heavy emotional stress at present, in stormy waters, or just drifting with the tide." yes...this totally makes sense. can we never talk to jeannette about relationships??

luckily, i got him to spill his guts. hahahhaahha. but that's for me to know and you to pretend to know. maybe i'll talk about it later today.

i need to get going so erich, jen, marsh and i can go to pleasanton. before i leave, i do want to say that i had a great time babysitting my little sis from 5am to 5pm yesterday. hella crazy, though. you know how i always joke that i want 7 kids? yesterday was really the first time i thought to myself, "i really don't want kids anytime soon." not that my little sis was a lot to handle, she was so much fun, really easy to take care of...i just don't want that responsibility yet. i want to have fun times with my hubby (IF i ever get married) for years before we have kiddies. and, i did have a dream about me having a kid last night. he was the cutest baby ever. but i don't quite know what that represents. i just had him, and was doing all these chores with him and taking care of him. i guess it's more like i know that i want to have kids, i was really thinking of that yesterday, and this was sort of a wish-fullfillment dream. but yeah, no kiddies for a long time. anyways, i need to get going...more later, maybe!!