But, lately you've been trying real hard
And giving me your best
And, you give me the most gorgeous sleep
That I've ever had
And when it's really bad
I guess it's not that bad (underneath it all, no doubt)

today was a day of reflection for me. i assumed that i would have talked to "daniel" about things, and i wouldn't have to worry anymore. it stinks because it takes up so much of my day...thinking about him. it's not a lot, but it is in the back of my mind. arg. i think it's hard for me now because i know i don't want to lose him, but if we never talk, it's not fair to me. i know god's got my back on this, and it's difficult because i'm very impatient. i'll say it again: i don't want to lose this boy. he means so much to me. okay, enough about me "complaining." je suis tres desole....

three pics for you crazy kiddies tonight:

check it out...the guy is wading in the street. the caption reads: Somebody get a big rig, he needs a wave: Bruce Jones, 28, paddles his surfboard in the middle of Spring Street in Santa Barbara. A strong Pacific storm caused major street flooding, stranding motorists throughout the downtown area.

in sf: surf's up the caption reads: Surf City: The storm means good, but tough, surfing underneath the Golden Gate Bridge at Fort Point. Surfers at the north-facing point were somewhat protected from the dangerous southerly waves.

and tonight, a sexy moment of zen. you know you all want to know more about the joe boxer guy.

hugs and kisses...