Know that I love you
Know I don't care
Know that I see you
Know I'm not there. (know, nick drake)

so that last link is really a power ranking...i know. but smiles still. :)

all i can say right now is i am confused. i make myself more confused by being home, not distracting myself which much. except for shopping today. woohoo!! but yes, the confusion continues and probably will for another 10 days. boohoo.

a message to "daniel": while i was cleaning my room today, i found a shirt under my bed that i had worn the last time i saw you. the first thing i noticed was that it smelled like you. i hate how i can still smell you. it makes me smile and then remember you and miss you and like you. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

boys are evil.