Love is the answer
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Why are we here and where do we go
And how come it's so hard
It's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing
It's always better when we're together (better together, jack johnson)

so the guy at u.s. customs was right. he told me that whatever you're doing at midnight of new year's eve is what you'll be doing the next year. i wish i had been doing something fun rather than fretting.

i've decided that there's only so much worrying you can do, and there are some things you really have to let go of and let happen on their own. it's hard to feel that you're not in control, but it's the only way to *live* your life. and everyone knows there's nothing more i love then life. i haven't had as much time to take in the little things, like slurpees, sunsets, and flowers. i wonder how i've been functioning lately. *blah*