my gift is my song
and this one's for you (your song, elton john)

blah. so aol isn't working right now. i apologize to those who i was talking to. i didn't leave cause i hate you!! it's cause aol hates me. AOhell.

on a happier note, i'll be heading up to davis tomorrow to hang out with molly and kelly a!! should be fun, relaxing, partying-down times before i have to talk with someone. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. pray for me.

night. sorry this post sucks. but i need to hop in bed and pretend to sleep. i love you all.

Know that I love you
Know I don't care
Know that I see you
Know I'm not there. (know, nick drake)

so that last link is really a power ranking...i know. but smiles still. :)

all i can say right now is i am confused. i make myself more confused by being home, not distracting myself which much. except for shopping today. woohoo!! but yes, the confusion continues and probably will for another 10 days. boohoo.

a message to "daniel": while i was cleaning my room today, i found a shirt under my bed that i had worn the last time i saw you. the first thing i noticed was that it smelled like you. i hate how i can still smell you. it makes me smile and then remember you and miss you and like you. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

boys are evil.

ummm, hi. i thought my bro said cal was ranked #20. i just saw this and a huge smile came across my face. keep it up, boys....prove those nasty sports writers wrong!! go bears!!

I shake my jelly at every chance
When I'm whip to my hip you just slip into a transe
I'm hoping you can handle all the jelly that I have
Now lets cuddle up while we get this chance (bootylicious, destiny's child)

hey kiddies. i love how the first line and the last line are so opposite. hilarious. what's new?? i finished my last day at the men's wearhouse. now, it's on to searching for jobs in the davis area. horray for me!! :)

because i love madden so much and i wish he could call every game, i want you to see this.

and i found the link to the sports illustrated article i wanted you guys to read earlier. but check it out now, because i have a feeling that this link will be refreshed with a new article soon. i dunno. but the article still rocks. women rule the world. we just give men the credit.

and, because i can't say it enough: i don't think you're ready for this jelly.

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love more than this
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time (come what may, moulin rouge soundtrack...yeah, it's my website i can put whatever the hell i want to on it and you have to read it.)

first, i just gotta say that the raiders did not look like they wanted to win tonight. after they were down by 10, there were sad faces on their sideline. they never looked like the raiders i saw this season, and that sucks.

okay on with things that make me smile. like davis!! so i'm applying for these jobs either tomorrow or tuesday. please please please pray for me on this. i really want to find out soon if i have a job, so i can look for a place, etc!! i don't know why i want to be out on my own so damn bad, but i do.

i got a new cell today. fun times cause the screen is color. woohoo!! it wasn't too expensive, either. i don't know if this is a good thing since i am a drunk dialer. oh well, it's more fun that way. :)

no cool links or pics tonight. sorry...nobody really updated their news since the super bowl was on. sleep well tonight!!

Many say
That I'm too young
To let you know just where I'm coming from.
But you will see
It's just a matter of time
My love surely make you mine (givin him something he can feel, en vogue)

hey kiddies, just a quick post before i sit on the couch all day and gain 300 pounds. woohoo!! i hope everyone is prepared for the pirate/gruden/superbowl. check out what this nun had to say. and no, i'm not obsessed with nuns or anything since this is the second time in a week i've had a link to them. :)

and horray to my sharkies for kicking ass and taking names last night!! at the game, i saw someone who had a jersey that said, "p. netter" on the back. weird....to think their might be another "netter" out there. everyone knows there is only one netters. that's me!! woohoo!! okay, good luck to the raiders...later!!

Take your time and you'll be fine
And say a prayer for people there
Who live on the floor
And if you see what's meant to be
Don't name the day or try to say
It happened before. (things behind the sun, nick drake)

hey kiddies. sorry about the crappy posts. some just don't make a whole lot of sense, but i guess they did when i posted. i'm in such need of sleep. i'm glad tomorrow's friday so i can chill.

yeah again for my bears!! they even got a shout-out in sports illustrated. it starts out, "cal-yes, cal" hahahahahahhahahaha!! go bears!!

and please please read rick reilly's article this week. (it's somewhere on the sports illustrated website) sometimes it takes a day or two before they post it. it's so good, and so true.

and for all of you out there who are waiting for another proposal for the WTC site, here is the best idea so far. (also, i found a sketch.) i saw a lot gaudi's stuff when i was in spain...so beautiful. insane that this guy was thinking about this space to commemorate presidents till the year 3000. talk about thinking ahead. i think this idea is the best so far...what the heck was up with the other designs?? one looked like you could play tic-tac-toe in it.

a moment of zen for you. the caption reads: Hail Mary throw: Forgive Sister Rosa Elena, Father, even though she knows exactly what she does and enjoys it immensely. Sister Rose right) beaned Sister Amanda de Jesus in Spokane, Wash., after the Mexican nuns experienced snow for the first time.

sleep well kiddies, and pray that i'm not up in the wee small hours of the morning never thinking of counting sheep. :)

don't let the sun catch you crying (deadweight, beck)

ahhhhhh

so i do want to do a bigger update but i've been so sleepy the last few nights. i can't get adjusted to this new schedule of waking up before noon. hee hee...just kidding. but seriously, i wake up at like 5AM and can't go back to sleep. that's what the song was about in the last post.

just wanted to say, "WOOHOO!!" to the warriors. lakers suck.

i found a job at ucdavis in the geology department. i really really hope i get that one. hahahahhaha...then i can screw the professor that screwed me. just kidding. it would still be really awesome. i'll keep you updated on that...and explain myself more later. :) sleep well...

In the wee small hours of the morning
While the whole wide world is fast asleep
You lie awake and think about the girl
And never ever think of counting sheep (in the wee small hours of the morning, frank sinatra)

.yrasrevinna yppah

In the wee small hours of the morning
While the whole wide world is fast asleep
You lie awake and think about the girl
And never ever think of counting sheep (in the wee small hours of the morning, frank sinatra)

.yrasrevinna yppah

She was his girl; he was her boyfriend
Soon be his wife; take him as her husband
A surprise on the way, anyday, anyday
One healthy little giggling dribbling baby boy
The wise men came three made their way
To shower him love
While he lay in the hay
Shower him with love love love
Love love love
Love, love is all around (christmas song, dave matthews band...kind of a weird one to be stuck in my head tonight...i'm so sleeeeeeeeepy)

woohoo for me!! it is raining tonight...which means i'll prolly fall asleep with a smile on my face..i can't wait!!

two quick links cause i'm so freakin tired. i am so proud of my bears!! i'm not sure if i already mentioned that cal wasn't even ranked #65 by sports illustrated in the beginning of the season. let's hope they can still play at this level all season. :)

and, because i love my packers, i have to include this. props to erik for bringing it to my attention.

goodnight kiddies...stay warm tonight. :) zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

just a quick little post right now. i gotta get myself ready for bed...i have a feeling i'm going to be up late since i was out and about the last two nights. i have to be at work at 7 tomorrow...boooo!! a quick link to my man, bertuzzi. quick recap on him: he's basically a god in nhl 2003 and it makes erik and marshall laugh a lot. but seriously, he is a freight train...and i think he should be on the sharkies. he's not really my man or anything...still a favre girl. i got to see him tonight cause "something about mary" was on. he's so freakin hot. :)

by the way...what the heck is up with baskin robbins? so i'm not a chocolate girl or anything as most of you know. i never crave the stuff, but LOVE the chocolate malts at baskin robbins. i had my first one when i was in san diego a few years ago, and was in HEAVEN!! i've only had a few since...cause it's not like i have to have them or anything. but i had one last week and it cost $5.79 which i thought was a tad bit high. i thought to myself, "next time, i'm bringing daddy." hahahahaha, no, totally kidding. but when i was in davis, "daniel" really wanted to go to b.r. and i was like, "all right, since you HAVE to have it." i ended up getting a choclate malt because it was only $3.89. what the heck?? just another reason why i should live in davis.

okay kiddies, sleep well...

What's it gonna be
Cuz I can't pretend
Don't you wanna be more than friends
Hold me tight and don't let go
Don't let go (don't let go [love], en vogue)

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i want to live in davis so freakin bad. i had such a great visit. i went out friday night with kelly (not roomie kelly...she wasn't in town) and we went to the grad. it's so weird to be back and see so many young faces. i know that i don't look old, but i guess i'm used to seeing older faces. it was still fun though...and we ran into jay as we were leaving. yeah for the lair!!

so i'm super excited because i found a place to live. (translate: if i had a million dollars, i would buy this house.) it's a beautiful house in the town in el macero!! it's this super super tiny community of rich people. someone told me that el macero has the highest average income for its zip code. it's weird, and i consider it part of davis since it's just a development...nothing more. but so back to my house!! it's not the biggest or smallest house on the block...it's one goldilocks would pick...it's just right. the house itself is 3417 sq. feet, 4 bedrooms, pool, spa...etc...all the good stuff. but the lot is a pretty good size which is what i LOVE so much. 15,115 sq. feet!! btw, it's $899,900. all these houses have these gorgeous lawns, so big!! i really want to have a big backyard AND a big front yard so my kiddies have a lot of room to play. and so much lawn is good because then i can teach them how to throw a football with a lot of space. :) not that i'm thinking about having kids anytime soon, but you know what i mean. (i hope.)

what was really funny to me was that i was looking at all these houses with "daniel." it's so weird in my head to be driving with him and he tells me to stop so we can look at houses. this is the boy who is afraid of commitment. haahahahahahaha. i did see him when i went up to davis. fun times. as he said, "we're having the official 'daniel' and jeannette day today. chipolte, ice cream, in n out, and the movies." yes my friend, and now i weigh 300 lbs since we did all that in one day. woohoo!!

all right, i should get a quick nap before the raiders are on. a link for ya before i go. not anything you haven't heard before, but i was noticing that cnn seemed a bit hip as i was watching the ticker the other day...

is "ticker" the right word for the words at the bottom of the screen?? prolly not. oh well. you know what i mean.

Run to your dreaming when you’re alone
Unplug the TV and turn off your phone
Get heavy on with digging your ditch (digging a ditch, dave matthews band)

hey kiddies.

time for me to do some readin' and then off to bed. dang, this work thing has me going to bed before midnight. craziness. today was a fun work day, although i worked an hour over. hopefully they'll let me off early tomorrow so i can get to davis early enough for dinner. then, it's party-down time with the lair folks!! and saturday=fun with kassey!! :)

before i forget, i just want to mention how cool my family is. when i came home yesterday, my bro opened a bottle of sparkling cider and we toasted ME on my first day of work. i feel so loved!! :)

one quick link for you. seems some penguins are going a bit crazy. i hope they're okay. i don't know too much more of what's going on though.

and horray for my bears!! keep up the good work, boys!! honestly, how can stanfFUrd get more votes for the coaches poll? they almost lost to washington state for crying out loud!! oh well...night!! :)

boohoo.

i just lost my post for tonight. that stinks. well, here's a quick recap.

my job was tons and tons of fun. i can't talk too much about it, since it's insurance and stuff. but it's more than just filing which is super. i feel important!! horray for me!!

and, it looks like i get to visit davis this weekend!! more horray for me!! and finally give k to the ass (hahahhaha, i LOVE your nickname!!) her christmas present. and possibly visit the kelly's...looks like at least one will be home.

a few links for ya tonight, kiddies. (i say kiddies a lot because it makes me feel older since people think i look 15.) first, the astonomy club in davis would be proud i'm posting this. have i already told you that story? who knows. it's silly. i'll tell it later, during storytime, maybe. these idiots should be put in prison for 5 years for being so lame. if anyone i knew did this, i would kick them in their heads after i ripped their balls off. that's how stupid i feel they are. well, on a lighter note, sleep well!! sorry this blog sucks...but i lost everything, and you're over it!!

And in my head I sometimes pray
Hey aren't ya feeling fine
As I was as a little child
And I'm feeling better when I'm hiiiiiiiigh (sleepyhouse, blind melon...a good song to sing when you're by yourself so nobody can hear you)

hey kiddies, guess who has a full-time job. yup, me. it of course happens on the day that i announce i am excited about staying in watching tv all day. (which didn't happen, btw. i ended up doing errands for a few hours instead.) but yes, bling-bling is much needed. i'm working for the men's wearhouse in newark (not the actual store, but the offices) for a few weeks (possibly more) for my aunt because her secratary left or something. i wasn't really excited about getting a job from anyone i knew because i wanted to find something on my own, but it sounds like my aunt really needs help. the bling-bling i$ al$o nice. it sounds like a fun temp job while i wait to hear about davis and sac county jobs.

and because this guy read my blog a few days ago and got a few ideas from me, he decided to write his own article about shaq. i love it nonetheless.

and to cadilacowboy: no, i didn't get to see shipmates today. i do watch it with my bro almost everyday. pathetic. but i HAVE seen that one...it's by far a favorite. he's a bit weird...the way he fights. i think that the host (chris hardwick) looks like jackson's brother, dave. they also seem to have this weird eeyore complex of: it's okay...everything is fine. all right kiddies, that's all from me right now.

good morning to all!!

kassey: i know, i miss you tons too. i'm going to try to call soon to figure out a time when we can hang. and we have to go out with michelle...i think i still owe her a few drinks from daaaaaaaays ago. :)

and if you hadn't figured out...the last post was really just for one person. but i have to give mad props to jackson. as fate would have it, he was over last night and helped me figure out the mystery man. so he gets all credit for the last post. as if i could write eloquently. i did know the max power reference. homer also thought of these names: hercules rockefeller, rembrandt q. einstein, and handsome b. wonderful. this was from episode AAB09. and yes, i am one hot mama!! ow, ow!!

okay, that's enough out of me for this morning. time to hop in sweats and watch tv all day. hey, i can do it cause it's all cloudy outside...it's ALMOST like a rainy day, right? :)

Well Max Power, you've finally done it. You've won me over. As if your love for hockey and the Simpsons weren't enough, your charm and wit are without equal. I don't want to snuggle with you - I want to strap myself in and feel the g's. I can only imagine the feeling of your silky smooth gargantuan pecks and look forward to the day I can experience them firsthand. We definitely should arrange a time we can get together and have some cool, vietnamese coffee. You can fill my ears with the sweet honey of the Italian language and tell me all about quality cinema in that most romantic of tongues. I am undoubtedly blessed to have been contacted by such a wonderful person, and would not dare to question what fate has so clearly arranged. So let me know when you're ready to come and get me, baby. I'll be waiting.

You've got lock and key
Every part of me
Know what makes me tick
I love it when you lick (lick, joi from the xXx soundtrack...best song for this moment in the movie)

this is a special post to my *stalker* that i will call, "homer" since he thinks he runs a snow plow company called, "mr. plow." so he's not really a stalker (or so he claims) which is good news. although my last stalker left me roses, and that's always a good thing. (sorry, i'm martha stewart for life, you're all over it.) so if you're really confused right now, check out the shout-out for 1/10 and that should update you to this point.

i should also mention that "homer" doesn't know me that well. i'm a defensive little M.F. nobody talks bad about my irv-town. i never ever said anything about their football team. good lord, they suck. i could have been on the o. line if i wanted to, they sucked that bad. but still...it's all about irv-town, my friend. best ghetto school in freakmont. better than that cheater school, mission. hee hee. i'm only kidding. i feel love for all freakmont schools. everyone i've met in davis who knows someone in freakmont always asks if i know so-and-so from mission. i love everyone. :)

but seriously, who are you? we've met a few times? i think this is jackson...playing an evil trick on me. but alas, i need to earn another point with "homer." what to mention, what to mention?? well, i have no beef with mission, so that should be counted as neutral. oh well. i'm not clever.

a quick link for you fools. seems the people in bend, oregon have too much free time on their hands if they find time to make laws like this. but nobody likes sitting next to the smelly guy on the bus.

peace out, yo...

And I want to wake up with the rain
Falling on a tin roof
While I'm safe there in your arms
So all I ask is for you
To come away with me in the night
Come away with me (come away with me, norah jones)

howdy to all...a quick post before i watch football all day.

just so you all know, shaq is now douche bag #1 in my list...passing rick fox. what an idiot. you know that if yao said, "yo, my peeps, let's get some fried chicken" in reference to shaq, all hell would break lose. he'd be fined and probably beat down. what a jealous fool who cries himself to sleep at night because he's not number one in all star voting. it doesn't matter if the comments made in jest...it's still wrong.

all right, i'm done with my ranting...time for football (and scrapbooking during commercials, of course!!)

Sweatin me but I'm not your type
You think you irk me and you're so right
I'd rather keep the trash and throw you out
Stupid bitch in my beach house ([son of a gun]i betcha think this song is about you, janet jackson + carly simon)

i love singing that song at the top of my lungs. silly boys. here's my horoscope for today. not that you care, but i do and it's my blog, i can post whatever i want. "A lack of contact with a romantic partner could have you feeling a little down right now, dear Taurus. You may be wondering if you've said or done anything that offended your beloved one in some way. Your friend, however, is apt to be totally oblivious to the idea that you're upset. Your partner is probably taking care of some family obligations and may have lost track of time. Hang in there! Your honey should get in touch with you soon"

anyway...not too much to report tonight. except that some guy my age thought i was in high school. i was picking up my gramps with erik to take him to a concert tonight, and this guy was like, "so, do you go to washington?" (the high school right around the corner...and as if...it's all about irv-town. no offense, jackson.) i replied, "no, i just graduated from ucdavis." the guy was all flustered and his face got all red. damn...i thought i looked older, too...all dressed up. foolio.

and seriously, who is this person that is leaving me shout-outs? if it's mark mulder...you know where i live...stop by tonight for some loving. it's been a while. hahahahahhahahaha. but really. who are you? not too many of my friends know about this blog...and i didn't think any of those fools knew about hockey.

all right, time for reading and then bed!! night beautiful kiddies...

Here's to my love! O true apothecary!
Thy drugs are quick. Thus with a kiss I die. (romeo + juliet, william shakespeare...don't worry kiddies, i just love the line, "thy drugs are quick." hee hee!!)

okay, so sometimes i feel a little sad that i don't have a whole lot of shout-outs at the bottom of each post. then i look at some retarded blogs and feel thankful that i don't have any. most of the people are like, "i had the worst day EVER, someone didn't put non-fat milk in my order at starbucks today!!!" and then they get like 50 replies that say, "hang in there, babe. i'm praying for you. *winks*" and stupid shit like that. i actually got a shout-out yesterday from an unknown. i feel cool. let me know who you are...only kassey, jackson, and erik are my source of shout-outs. fun times.

all right, here's something that should make all you fools smile. sorry to hear that oregon lost. oh wait. no, i'm not. how did cal beat #12 oregon?? i dunno, but i'm super happy they did!! i should have worn this shirt that my friend, j, made last year. it says, "duck the fucks" (as if it somehow hides the bad language). hilarious. i'm going to a game in early march. arg...i can't wait that long!!!

if you are feeling angry tonight, check this out. whoever says, "1. Find someone who laughs at the THX commercials. 2. Punch him." is high on my list. the link about suicide is pretty funny...check it out. just don't kill yourself or anything.

all right, that's all from me tonight. horray for the bears. i hope they keep winning to prove everyone wrong. silly sports illustrated doesn't even have them entering the ncaa tournament....bears, prove them wrong!!!

My poor heart
It's been so dark
Since you've been gone
After all your the one who turns me off
You're the only one who can turn me back on (turn me on, norah jones)

mmmmmmm. i am sitting here enjoying my hot chocolate. not just any hot chocolate. hot chocolate with a giant vanilla marshmallow. yummers and a half. my daddy got them for me special for christmas, and i must say that they are the bomb. not that i'm this spoiled girl who only drinks hot chocolate with giant vanilla marshmallows, but it's a fun treat to have. :)

not too much new with me today. i'm a-lookin' for a job in/near davis now. the university withdrew the job that i applied for...poo!! but i have a few good leads with the county of sac and possibly with the university. we'll see where god leads me.

here are a few links to entertain y'all for tonight.

we'll start off with a few hockey links. erik and i were having fun finding ice hockey teams for his school (sjsu) and mine (ucd). first, here is cal's. and, ucd's. finally, sjsu's. we couldn't figure out who had a better team...ucd's said their record was better, but this other website had these other weird listings. who knows.

look how nice donald driver is. crazy story about him if i already haven't mentioned it here. wait, i know i did. check the archives. basically, this fool stole cars and now plays football but is really involved in his community. three cheers for him!!

and i'm not sure if this link will work or not. it's the front page of the ny post. those poor new yorkers are so sad about the game against the niners. pretty funny front pic, though. reminds me of something from national inquirer..."the ball" and "the foul" hahahahahhahahha!! but yeah, if this link changes every day, then you prolly can't see it.

and from the girl who can never get enough beer, check this study out. drink everyday?? why, sure, doctor!! hee hee!! :)

all right kiddies, time for me to see if erik got x-box hooked up in his room. if he did then that means we can play all night, baby!! road rage, here i come!!

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today (beautiful, christina aguilera)

good evenin to y'all!! i hope you're well wherever you are. just a quick shout-out to my davis peeps: i hope that the first day back isn't so brutal. soon it will be spring!! :)

brett (favre...is there another??) will be back!! it's a cute picture of him showing everyone how many hours we made out for the other day. oh, i'm so bad. :) woohoo!! (although, he doesn't look quite as good as "daniel" does in that cap...ahahahahah, i'm certifiably psycho, i know. you're over it.)

before i forget: check out this picture and caption. seriously, $360 million in debt? i would say these girls should wear less if they're in need that much money. warm-ups doesn't get you too far. hahahahahahahahahaaaaa

i had a sort of relaxed day. i got to hang out with room-ee (lauren) today. (okay, so each "roomie" from the lair has a different sound when i say it. it's weird, we've always known when to answer whenever anyone says, "roomie!!") but anyway, lauren came down to freakmont today. i took her to the good ol' tortilla factory (no, lauren, not the mexican factory) to get the famous chips and salsa. we used to scarf that crap down like no other when we were rookies. and it was also burrito time. yummy. although, it was technically newark...whatever. after that, we saw a few more sites of ghetto freakmont and then decided on a movie. we saw "catch me if you can" which is surprisingly very very good. i can't stand leonardo dicaprio as an actor (although i admit i was in love with him when he was "luke" the homeless kid on growing pains) but this movie was outstanding. highly recommended. :) i found an interesting link to a little q &a with the guy (frank abagnale) that the movie is about. and, a link to comments on what he thinks of the movie. after dinner, we sat down to watch tv, and the highly anticipated show, "joe millionaire." i think i left a link for you about this show a few weeks ago. i know i will watch every episode. hilarious.

all right kiddies, i hope you sleep well, and i miss you...

some more quizzes for ya to check out....

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i swear, you're just like a pill
instead of making me better
you're making me ill (just like a pill, pink)

so i watched the niners game at chili's today with jackson. i told him before the game started that i knew they would win. weird cause i hate t.o. so much. what an amazing comeback...but i would have liked to see matt bryant kick the field goal.

sorry i have to talk about my packers again. i just found a really great picture that has the perfect body language of brett favre.

and back to jackson. he had a crazy link on his webpage, and i must steal it for mine. it's hella nuts. literally.

and on a final note...i seem to be more and more excited to leave freakmont. i really really want to be back up in davis. even if it means only for a year, and then i move elsewhere, i really want to go. it's not that i hate my family or anything, but things were different when i was in school, and i want that freedom again. just going places, leaving your roomies notes without having to go through the 50 questions. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...please, let me get the job in davis!!!!!!!!!!!! i need to be out on my own again!!

Damn I wish I was your lover
I'll rock you till the daylight comes
Make sure you are smiling and warm
I am everything
Tonight I'll be your mother I will
Do such things to ease your pain
Free your mind and you won't feel ashamed (damn i wish i was your lover, sophie b. hawkins)

the lyrics tonight don't really mean much. just a fun song i used to sing with my fake microphone a lot in high school. fun times.

okay, but on with sad times. my packers LOST today!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! i didn't get to see the game, and when they lost this year, it was because i didn't root for them. so i take all the blame. i'm so sad that i didn't get to see it, though. sounds like they could have used some more players without injuries. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

tonight was fun, though. we had another "christmas" at my aunt's house. my mom got my little cousin who's almost 3 a big kitchen set. it's so freaking cool...sounds and fun fake food toys. i think i was more entertained with it. :)

i really need to update my actual journal with fun stories and stuff...sorry, that's for me to know. here are some links to entertain ya tonight.

nevermind...the first one isn't working. i only have one to entertain you. because you never, ever want to hear about this: it's a beer shortage in germany.

all right, you beautiful kids. get lots of sleep tonight....

If I go before I'm old
Oh, brother of mine
Please don't forget me
if I go

Bartender, please
Fill my glass for me
With the wine
You gave Jesus
That set him free
After three days
In the ground (bartender, dave matthews band)

boohoo.

i just did my post for tonight, but it's somehow not showing up on here. crap.

all right, i didn't have too much to say. i am really happy that i got to visit my boy in davis. but a little sad that i didn't talk to him about anything that i wanted to. i'm so freakin scared to do it. but you know what, if it's meant to be, then it's meant to be. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. so yeah. i'm happy but sad at the same time. definitely more happy...i had a lot of fun in a short amount of time.

sorry it's a lame update, but i'm too tired to type anything more. going to bed at 4am will do that to you...night all!! :)

Don't cry
Don't raise your eye
It's only teenage wasteland (baba o'riley, the who)...must have been a lair party...can i get a "roll it back!!"?

oh goodness, i am so freaking tired. and my ankles are crying out in pain because i thought i could snowboard. booooooo

so going to crista's house only took 2 hours, but from there it took 8 to get to tahoe. yes, i was driving for 10 hours with no food. a situation you never want to be in....hahahahahhaha!! but seriously, 10 hours in the car didn't seem that bad once it started snowing. it's all worth it to watch the snow. i'm so easily amused.

we stayed overnight at a lair-friend house which was literally 2 blocks from diamond peak. so the next morning, we went snowboarding. first, i just want to mention that it was so perfect when i woke up. it was snowing outside, and as i looked out the window, there were a million icicles!! so beautiful. but the whole snowboarding thing didn't work out. i couldn't move back and forth along the slope, i could only go straight, then stop. boohoo. it was so frustrating because i know this is something i can do, but my ankle is so jacked up. imagine trying to snowboard with only your back ankle. very hard....and arrrrrrg because i always think i can do everything.

but seriously, what a freaking crazy party, last night. nothing like a lair party in tahoe to ring in the new year. i came as "princess netters"....yeah, not too much to work with with only the "royalty" theme. although the pink cape came off after the first flaming dr. pepper...a little too much choking when i'm chugging. i had a great time dancing around, catching up on gossip...and ringing in the new year by getting drenched in champange. i was a little sad that my boy wasn't there, though. :( all is well, i might get to see him soon. but i love the lair craziness, and last night was just what i needed.

the craziness did not stop at 2 when everyone went to bed. oh no. crista and i woke up early to pick her sister up on the south shore. as we're walking to her car we notice that it's not there. oh yes, it's been towed. after another few hours of trying to locate it, etc, she finally gets to it, and finds out she has to pay $500. freaking bullshit. sorry about the language, kiddies. but yeah. we still don't know why it was towed...wasn't blocking a driveway, a snowplow could have fit through the street, and there was a car in front of us that didn't get towed. random. i'm hoping she can get in contact with the city and see what happened, and get her moola back...cause that's a lot of freaking moola.

okay, as i said before, i'm super tired. not sleeping piled with more not sleeping and uncomfortable mattress-wooden floor/attempts at spooning with people who snore louder than a bullhorn/talking till forever/driving all day and snowboarding makes me sleeeeeepy. night cuties...zzzzzzzzzzzzzz