She stares up at the stars when
The stars fell from her hair then
I bent down to collect them
And then she was gone (sleep to dream her, dave matthews band)


hey and howdy to all tonight

not much of an update with me. my boy called me tonight....i really hope that he can make it up to tahoe for new year's. that going to be such a fun party...really getting down with the whole lair crew. how much more fun would it be, though, if i got to spend it with the boy. :)

all right...i'm gonna read...it's been a long week of cleaning, cooking, and entertaining...and i finally have a free moment!! praise the lord!! i pray you all are well and love you lots. :)

Ave Maria
Gratia plena
Dominus tecum
Benedicta tu in mulieribus
Et benedictus fructus ventris
Tui, Jesus
Sancta Maria
Mater Dei
Ora pro nobis peccatoribus
Nunc et in hora mortis nostrae
Amen. (ava maria, celine dion...yes, you stupid fools, i own a celine dion cd. i'm not a fan of hers or anything...but her chrismas cd rocks so shutup!!)

translated, it reads: Hail Mary
Full of grace
The Lord is with thee
Blessed art thou among women
And blessed is Jesus
The fruit of thy womb
Holy Mary
Mother of God
Pray for us sinners
Now and in the hour of our death
Amen.

just wanted to wish everyone a merry christmas. joy to the world and peace on earth. i pray you all have a great time with your families tomorrow. i hope that for christmas i get courage. :) 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

Tables turned again
On you, my friend
You and I face each other
All time and time out

I know it's sometimes hard
But knowing just
That we will get along
Until we're old and grey
And huddled up
And doubled up, we'll say...

And laugh of times were hard
Laugh of times when we thought all
Would end it all, it's over
And then again

And though all I know is this way
And to leave you
Well, I'd die
Oh, my friend
It will be you until the end with me, always (#40, dave matthews band. oh yes, we're going with all the lyrics tonight...thanks for the inspiration)


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You are the playful pin-up! Do you know how to be serious?

i totally ripped this off of someone else's blog. thanks. but erik helped me with more
1) last dream: this morning, "daniel" and i were in a white room, don't remember much else about it
2) last car ride: today, with homo (a.k.a. sara) to chili's
3) last kiss: (kiss=more than 8 seconds with tongue) nov. 20th...sigh...
4) last good cry: saturday
5) last missing library book: n/a
6) last movie seen: lord of the rings II
7) last book read for fun: (the whole way through) the catcher in the rye
8) last curse word uttered: probably fuck
9) last beverage drank: coke
10) last food consumed: tangerine
11) last crush: chrissy-poo...oh dang, i said it!!
12) last phone call: see above
13) last tv show watched: crank-yankers
14) last item bought: does food count? steak quesi-dillas hahahhahah
15) last time showered: nice bubbly bath last night
16) last shoes worn: pink slippers
17) last cd played: norah jones
18) last mp3 downloaded: not totally sure since it's been a while...i think: you know you're right, nirvana
19) last annoyance: cramps
20) last disappointment: looking in my closet and not seeing a hottie wearing only tighty-whities and a cowboy hat
22) last thing written: list of things to do for tomorrow
23) last key used: house key to open the front door on early sat morning
24) last word spoken: hahahahahah (yes, it's a word)
25) last trip to the bathroom: about an hour ago
26) last sleep: last night
27) lastast IM: actually, chrissy-poo...whom i never ever see online
28) last sexual fantasy: hahahahha, you wish this was you
29) last orgasm: ummmm we're skipping this one
30) last weird encounter: the previous question (no, the lair party on friday...hello, psycho!!)
31) last store shopped at: robinson & perez
32) last ice cream eaten: bon bons
33) last time amused: all day long...probably with erik...making fun of dad
34) last time wanting to die: never ever really *want* to die
35) last time in love: still in love...
36) last time hugged: this morning
37) last time scolded: tonight, if you call it scolding...from daddy, "jeannette, are you mocking me?"
38) last time resentful: yesterday, when my packers weren't on tv
39) last chair sat in: counting this one?? if so, this pink one. if not, the smaller recliner
40) last lipstick used: "shimmery moon" i think
41) last underwear worn: the ones with purple strips
42) last bra worn: pink victoria's secret
43) last shirt worn: white softball that says, "blue staff 2002"
44) last class attended: hahahahahah, too long ago, i don't remember specifically
45) last final taken: a soc one
46) last time dancing: does friday night count?
47) last poster looked at: dave matthews
48) last concert attended: jack johnson
49) last webpage visited: www.yahoo.com
50) last time i had a beer: friday
51) last flavor of jolly rancher: apple
52) last temporary tatoo: sort of like barbed wire around my arm for halloween
53) last time i saw a guy naked: last sunday hahahhahahahahaha...i am not explaining myself on this one
54) last time i saw a girl naked: friday...changin' with the old ladies at my granny's pool
55) last time i drank a good ol' mountain dew: saturday (but last time singing the song was friday)
56) last time i wore no undies: a few months ago
57) last christmas present ordered this year: mom's and dad's at the same website
58) last time i had more than 3 drinks: last time i was in davis
59) last time a guy told me he loved me: this summer
60) last time i almost pissed my pants: not actually pissing in them, but i really had to pee this morning
61) last time i wrote in my journal: saturday (i think...)
62) last time i cuddled: sunday night/monday morning
63) last time i wanted to beat someone's ass: probably whoever decided not to show my packers on tv
64) last time i saw a hot guy: one week ago
65) last time i sang with my fake mic and meant it: last sunday to "underneath it all"-no doubt
66) last time i looked at a clock: approx. 10 minutes ago (besides just looking at it now to answer the question)
67) last time i wanted to tell someone i loved them but was too chicken shit: 9 hours ago
68) last time someone played with my hair: last monday

talked to my boy today. sigh. i really hope i get to see him soon. #40 is for you. night cuties, i love you all.

I wonder this
Could tomorrow be
So wondrous as you there sleeping
Let's go drive 'till morning comes
Watch the sunrise to fill our souls up
Drink some wine 'till we get drunk (crush, dave matthews band)

so yes, kiddies. the lair party was loads of fun. the day started off with my granny and her swimming class. she "introduces" me to the lifeguard....so insane. she's like, "this is my granddaughter. she graduated from davis in june and she's not 15." (all the ladies were teasing me cause they think i still look 15.) he kinda did this weird wave at me, and i was thinking in my head, "thanks, granny." it's all in good spirits, i know. :)

after that, i drove to lauren's house in oak-town and we had such a fun chat. it was nice to just relax and bake before the big par-tay. once we got there...fashionably late of course...there were way too many fools to talk to. it was hard because there were people i just wanted to say, "hey" to and fools that i wanted to sit down for hours with and catch up. i think i did a good job catching up with peeps given the amount of time i had. :) it was funny, though. everyone asked me about "daniel." i can't remember who it was, but after like the seventh person, i was like, "why does everyone keep asking me about my boy?" they replied, "when he came to visit that one time, you had the biggest smile i've ever seen on anyone on your face for like a week." how fun is that. :) smiles!!

and, my packers won. although i was a little sad that i didn't get to watch the game. i was talking in my satan voice this morning since i was a little cranky..."why aren't my packers on tv? who is going to die for this?" hee hee!! it's funny to hear in person....you're not going to enjoy that quote without me actually saying it to you. so ask me next time you see me.

a few links for you, and i'm off to bed. cause you never really knew if nasa went to the moon or not. just kidding. but, crazy link. i was convinced we didn't...after seeing that fox special. mainly because nasa wasn't giving them any answers. dumbasses. i came across a site that had everything answered a few months ago...i'll have to find that link for you later.

and, because scientists can't leave well enough alone. perhaps a planet is the star of bethlehem...they think. hmmmmmmmm, maybe it was god??

horray for jesus!! everyone gimme a shout-out and let me know how much you love jesus!! night, cuties!! i love you all!!

Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock
and sweet you roll
Lost for you I'm so lost for you (crash into me, dave matthews band)

what the freak.

i was 2.5 seconds away from posting this when my computer froze. i am mad. this post isn't going to be as long as the rambling one i just typed out, but you'll get the point.

i was very excited to see brett favre on the cover of this week's sports illustrated. my cover was especially ruined, though. it looked like the mail carrier decided to not cram mail in it (she must have heard my death threats against her the previous weeks...i hate bent pages in my magazines!!!). instead, she probably dropped it in a puddle, and tried to put it through a paper shredder. dumb niners fan. don't get mad at me. :)

i was a little sad today, though. not so much that you should be worried, it was just one of those days where i was sad. not much you can do. this part that i *just* typed out and is now gone forever was a little long, though. i'll spare you all the details. the conversation in my head went mainly like this: "call your man. tell him how you are...that you miss him...have a christmas present for him. "hell no, don't call him. wait for him to call you. don't get him anything for christmas." this went on all day. i always do this, i don't know why. i have to wait for him to call me. he always does, though. i think i'm just a little more stupid today because things are unresolved with us. i want them to be taken care of. but yeah, sad today. just wanting to know how the other really feels, and sad that i'm going through such extreme feelings for him. i get so mad, then so happy that i have someone like him in my life. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. and i feel bad, with so many others who have to worry about where there next meal is coming from, where they're going to find shelter...etc. i am so blessed, i'm not denying that...but i think it's okay to have a bad day.

but tomorrow is my day of fun. i get to visit my granny tomorrow morning for her swim class. should be loads of fun...ladies who are well over 75 who've known me my whole life who love to ask me a million and one questions about my life. i am loved. then, it's over to piedmont to see ROOMIES (kelly and lauren) from the lair. we're baking and catching up with the latest boy stories. then, we head towards the cole's for the lair christmas party. fun times...so many people i haven't seen since camp. :) and that should lead into very late night/early morning girly gossip sessions and fun sleepover/spooning. :) such a day of extremes for me, i feel. icky and unloved today (although i know i'm loved...you know what i mean...just not feeling it from the boy) to happy and overwhelmed with love tomorrow. god bless the lair.

okay kiddies, have a great day tomorrow. drive safe in the rain if you have to, and remember that i love you lots.

If you would only listen
You might just realize what you're missing
You're missing me (bubble toes, jack johnson)

i saw lord of the rings II today. it was pretty good, better than the first. probably because there was a little more light humor. but i want to wipe that supid-ass look off of frodo's (not sure of spelling) face. he's had that same damn perplexed look since the first movie. make it go away!!

i came across an interesting article today "aboot" canadians. or more like a list of what they've invented. intesting, i thought that basketball was invented in the u.s. maybe it was a canadian who invented it or something, so "they" get the credit. he goes on to say something like, "could you really live without air conditioning or zippers?" might be hard. would you like me to make a list of things americans have invented? could you live without those things? hahahahaha, i'm only kidding. :)

and, just when you thought things couldn't get any dumber, they do. all i have to say about this is: the guy who first had possesion of the ball gets to keep it and do whatever the hell he wants with it. that jackass that wrestled him to the ground and "claimed" to have possesion should have to clean toilets with his toothbrush for the rest of his life for being a moron. the judge should have to join him for making the most retarded decision in that case.

i do like this idea, though. puh-lease...take my name off your list. and just a hint to telemarketers...don't wait for me to say, "hello" to you a second time. i know that you're selling me something even when you claim you're not. you're not fooling anyone. pray that this plan passes.

seriously, please check this out. i know we've all talked about britney spears' breasts at one time or another. a hilarious little clip about the size. :)

and, since it's always time for some simpsons fun, here's a song sung to "doe, a deer."
Homer Simpson's Beer Song
DOUGH...the stuff...that buys me beer
RAY...the guy that sells me beer
ME...the one...who drinks the beer
FAR...a long run to get beer
SO....I'll have another beer
LA...I'll have another beer
TEA....no thanks, I'm drinking beer
That will bring us back to --- (sees his glass is empty) ---
D'OH!

and because i can't get enough of quizilla....

Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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You come from Heaven. You're the purest of pure, a saint. You're probably an angel sent directly from Heaven.


* Which Tragic Shakespearean Heroin are You? *
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Romeo and Juliet's: Juliet - The daughter of Capulet and Lady Capulet. A beautiful thirteen-year-old girl, Juliet begins the play as a naïve child who has thought little about love and marriage. She grows up quickly, though upon falling in love with Romeo, the son of her family's great enemy. Though she loves Romeo as profoundly as he loves her, Juliet nevertheless demonstrates a more level and sober head than does her paramour. Until a falling out near the end of the play, the Nurse is Juliet's closest, and, it seems, only confidante and friend. She fakes her death upon being ordered into an unwanted marrige and Romeo, thinking Juliet dead, kills himself in her tomb. Upon awakening and seeing Romeo dead, Juliet stabs herself with Romeo's dagger.


"A princess bride personality test!"
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+ Which Hilarious SNL Character are you? +
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Yr Amber! You got one leg and you know yr hot! Yeah that was you that farted, peanuts give you gas, so what?!


-~Which SUNSET are you? (v.2)~-
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You are the good ol' classic sunset. Romantical and serene, you're genuine nature will guarentee you an incredible amount of pain in this life as you realize how many phony hypocrites are out there. Sooner or later you'll decide to stop hating them and start helping them. Don't expect anything, give your love without abandon and you will reap countless rewards. You are not greedy. Thank you for your flexibility and willingness to compromise. Yeah you can be stubborn, but for the most part, you're willing to hang loose. Know this...that no matter what, you are loved.


.which siren are you.
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your short and sexy as hell: shakira

okay, so you know that i'm just putting these up here because it's ratings week, and a little ass always gets more viewers. i found the goldmine at quizilla.com.


What's your sexual appeal?
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Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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and yes, i am the little mermaid!!

What Disney heroine are you most like?
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You're Ariel! You're the headstrong little mermaid with the golden voice. You hate being confined and most likely the more people push the more reckless you get. You know how to have fun and you do, no matter what anyone says to dissuade you. You would do anything for love (even lose your voice, not to mention your tail) but youre always there to help out your friends and save your family from evil sea witches.

Which guy are you destined to have sex with?
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Jude Law: you like them romantic and British with beauiful green eyes.

i ran across this site by accident. i think. i'm trying to find more of these quizes...let's see if the picture works. :)

wow, it is raining like crazy right now. i love this feeling...being inside with the rain coming down in buckets. and holy crap...that was the biggest flash of lightning i've ever seen. and it was through the closed blinds in my room. this better keep up for another hour so i can fall asleep a happy girl...

But, lately you've been trying real hard
And giving me your best
And, you give me the most gorgeous sleep
That I've ever had
And when it's really bad
I guess it's not that bad (underneath it all, no doubt)

today was a day of reflection for me. i assumed that i would have talked to "daniel" about things, and i wouldn't have to worry anymore. it stinks because it takes up so much of my day...thinking about him. it's not a lot, but it is in the back of my mind. arg. i think it's hard for me now because i know i don't want to lose him, but if we never talk, it's not fair to me. i know god's got my back on this, and it's difficult because i'm very impatient. i'll say it again: i don't want to lose this boy. he means so much to me. okay, enough about me "complaining." je suis tres desole....

three pics for you crazy kiddies tonight:

check it out...the guy is wading in the street. the caption reads: Somebody get a big rig, he needs a wave: Bruce Jones, 28, paddles his surfboard in the middle of Spring Street in Santa Barbara. A strong Pacific storm caused major street flooding, stranding motorists throughout the downtown area.

in sf: surf's up the caption reads: Surf City: The storm means good, but tough, surfing underneath the Golden Gate Bridge at Fort Point. Surfers at the north-facing point were somewhat protected from the dangerous southerly waves.

and tonight, a sexy moment of zen. you know you all want to know more about the joe boxer guy.

hugs and kisses...

Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I'm bare boned and crazy for you
When you come crash
into me, baby (crash into me, dave matthews band...can i just use dave lyrics every day??) :)

hello to all. tonight, i don't have too much of an update with me. just some packers stats and a "daniel" update. no gloating that my packers won or anything. it's weird, though. i don't remember too much of the game cause there were no replays. for some reason, i think i can remember specific plays better if i hear someone talk about it, and see it again (and sometimes again). but oh my gosh, it was a great game. and, the guy next to me (a niners fan) pushed me after the game!!! he was sitting next to me with his girlfriend(?) and "daniel" was joking to me that they weren't much of a couple because they never really spoke to her. i didn't like the vibe i was getting from him (also because he kept screaming any time the niners got more than a yard, and was taking up the arm rest). but anyway...after the game, i didn't gloat or anything...i just clapped and said, "woohoo packers!!" and started talking to "daniel." as i did, the guy next to me pushes me, like he's pissed at me or something. i don't know why i didn't do anything back to him. (usually, i can be a vocal gal.) i think i was in shock, that this guy pushed me. what a dumb fool. but all right, on with the stuff i found...

hardy nickerson, was a 3 time mvp at cal, and majored in soc!!! see, and you thought that i couldn't get a job in the nfl because i majored in soc. hee hee!! he played a great game, and one play helped pop the ball from garcia for an interception!!

donald driver crossed the 1,000-yard mark for the first time in his career on sunday. i really like this guy. there was a good article by rick reilley 2 weeks ago in sports illustrated. this fool is so quick because he used to steal cars. i guess one time he was about to get caught by the police, and he hits this older woman with his car. he can't use the car that he's stole now, and runs from the cops on foot. he outruns them, and then starts to think about the woman he's hit. driver goes back to her house, and the cops are there. she tells him that he's her son. when the cops leave, she starts yelling at him, telling him to do something with his life. now, he has made more than 300 appearances since 1999, from schools to youth football fields to churches, delivering motivational speeches or offering assistance. way to turn your life around. some other fun stats: *One of the NFL's most decorated collegiate track athletes (high jump, decathlon, long jump, triple jump), won his conference's 'Athlete of the Year' award three straight years. *Likely would've qualified for 2000 Sydney Olympics in high jump had he concentrated solely on track. *Packers' last pick in 1999 draft: 213th overall. *Is nearing completion of a master's degree in computer science.

so yes, "daniel" and i had no such talk last night. i fell asleep as he was reading, and arg, it's so frustrating. i was so freaking tired...i didn't even think i was going to fall asleep. but okay, seriously. everything happens for a reason, maybe it's not time to talk about it. :) i dunno. i had a great time with him, and i think he had fun too. ahhhhh, he was so sweet as he left. can't you stay another day?? boooooooo. :)

What Drink Are You?

all right kids...here's my moment of zen for you. this polar bear looks so happy. it's like the smile i have right now...

malibu nights... (tenacious d)

all i have time to say right now is HORRAY for my packers. it was so hard sitting down, acting calm when the got a big play...so many niner fans around.

gotta go...time to "chat" with "daniel" ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :) pray for me. everything happens for a reason, right?

Neon shines through smoky eyes tonight
It’s 2 am - I’m drunk again it’s heavy on my mind
I could never love again so much as I love you
Where you end where I begin is like a river going through
Take my eyes take my heart I need them no more
If never again they fall upon the one I so adore (grace is gone, dave matthews band...sorry, we're going with a whole stanza of lyics tonight.)

blah and blah and some more blah. i hate having icky days. not that anything horrible happened, i just can't stand when i can't be super happy about life. i'm so freakin blessed and i have a day where i feel like i do nothing. it's awful. today was just sooooo icky. i felt all yucky when i looked in the mirror. i hate that, i hate that, i hate that. boohoo. waaaaaa. where are boys to comfort you when you need them?

something kinda funny, though. i was visiting a website i frequent multiple times a day yesterday. usually, in the top right corner, they have a clever quote along with a link, so you can check out their article. well, the quote yesterday was something very similar to a line in "legally blonde" and so i decided to write an email to this guy. i basically said, "seen legally blonde too many times?" and sent him the actual quote from the movie. he responds back with, "i've never seen the movie (and for me not to worry because it's) not a world changing quote." well, it is plagiarism, dumb f*ck. hahahahah, sorry, i'm so damn bitter right now.

okay, on with the good news. it's raining. which makes me smile. i love it when it rains all day long ...with no sign of sun. for some reason i think it's all crazy when it's raining one minute, and sunny the next. but, rain is bad for the ankles, eh!!

and i'm on the phone with jackson right now which reminds me that the packers are 8-1 vs the niners since '95. i hope they kick the snot out of sf on sunday. :) and btw, i don't think god's too happy with your comment that the "packers suck." i believe that longwell is a man of god, and speaks at young life meetings all the time in his area. yeah for the packers and yeah for god!!

night to everyone!! x's and o's :)

"all kickers, baby" (adam vinatieri's "fantasy team"...my fav commercial, because hello, it's all kickers!! and, he's high on my list since he won the super bowl last year. yeah for kickers!!)

so i went shopping today with the moms. always fun. i found a packers sweatshirt...rejoice!! i was a little scared to ask this guy since the store is freakin full of niner/raider gear. but the guy standing next to me also asked for one. yeah packers!!

i read this crazy stat in time magazine today. 2.5%: percentage of income in u.s. that goes to charitable giving today.
2.9%: percentage of income that went to charitable giving during the great depression. how sad is that? please, even if you have a little, it can mean so much to someone else. we are all so blessed that we have so much. time to share the wealth.

with that in mind, i'd like to share this with ya. i used this for a devo (short for devotional, sorry) once last year. i'm sure you've all seen it in an email at one point or another, but i'd like to share it with you again. "i am thankful for the wife who says it's hot dogs tonight because she is home with me. for the teenager who is complaining about doing the dishes, becuse that means she too is at home. for the taxes that i pay, because it means that i am employed. for the mess to clean after a party, because it means i have friends. for a lawn that needs mowing, windows that need cleaning, and gutters that need fixing, because it means that i have a home. for the lady behind me in chruch that sings off key, because it means i can hear. for the pile of laundry and ironing, because it means i have clothes to wear. for weariness and aching muscles at the end of the day, because it means i have been capable of working hard. for the alarm that goes off in the early morning hours, because it means that i am alive." it goes on and on, but i think you get the point. it's easy to get down on ourselves, but we need to remember how blessed we are.

okay, and this is just ridiculous. 40% of peeps sign their license saying they'll donate organs. boooooo!! if you haven't done it...thinking you'll do it later, please do it now!! and, out of this 40%, only 1 out of 100 can be used...

okay, i'm done preaching for tonight. i'm sorry. for this story, all i can say is, "waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa." i've seen worse games...on the account of the refs. shutup and stop being babies. it was retarded enough that the vikings came off the bench after the game to fight green bay. hello, can we say, "fine?" hahahahahahhahahahah

and, i came across the name, "nick harris" randomly today. yes, cal fans, you heard right! harris for heisman!! just read about the college stuff, amazing.

well, i need to go to bed, thanks for "listening" to me preach on tonight. love you all...

i always thought that i'd be a mom, sometimes i wish for a mistake (simple kind of life, no doubt)

good evening to y'all!! not too much to report tonight except that i found 3 more boxes of books and one giant tupperware of pictures today in my bonus room. holy crap. i JUST organized all my books in my room. anyone who's seen my room in freakmont...you know that i already have a million books. and good lord, so many more pictures to organize. i guess i will have some really nice scrapbooks, and some thrown together ones. oh well. and by the way, these boxes were with my "kitchen" items that i was moving downstairs into the garage. they were hiding!! booooo

just my opinion, but i'm not ready to go to war with any country. i'm so anti-war, though...just so you know where i'm coming from. but seriously, i cannot stand bush. it's like his lifelong dream to finish his dad's business. and, no, republicans, i'm not picking on just you. i hate being "democrat" as it is. booooooo to parties. (political ones, that is) i'm going solo. but, yeah, no war. at least not at this point.

looks like selig is trying to redeem himself by talking with rose. let's hope he makes the hall of fame after all.

as if pac bell park didn't sound dumb enough, they might change it to sbc park. please, it should be something cool, like candlestick (although it's not the right park, i know, it's just an example), with everyone knowing that pac bell paid a lot of money. i hate corporate names on things...make it silly or funny. that's how you're going to stand out in my head.

just a little side note, but the warriors beat the lakers tonight, 106-102. not a big warriors fan, or nba fan for that matter, but as long as a team beats the lakers, i'm down with that. it's just funny that they lost to the warriors. hee hee!! but good job to boykins for having another good night. dang, makes me wish i could play bball since he can do it at my height. yeah for short people!!

talking to "daniel" gets such a smile on my face. i'm grinning like an idiot. he's coming down on sunday to go to the game with me. i'm scared cause i also have to talk to him. pray for me...not for the outcome, but that i say what i need to, and all that jazz. night everyone, sleep tight!!

fall on your knees, oh hear the angel voices. oh night divine, oh night when christ was born (yes, my favorite chrismas song...o holy night)

not too much to report tonight. i'm super tired. but, the best thing happened when i woke up this morning!! no, mark mulder was not standing over me, naked. get those dirty thoughts outta your head. it was raining!! such a perfect way to wake up in the morning. :) smiles all day!!

my daddy called me from work today saying, "jeannette, it's time for an intervention for you." i'm thinking, i don't smoke crack; what's he talking about?? but he said it again. i was like, "seriously daddy, what do you mean." i guess he called his friend from work to wish her a happy birthday and tell her that i was going to the niner/packer game, but not rooting for the niners. btw, the niners are her favorite team. she asked why in the world i could possibly like them, and my dad answered (correctly) that i thought favre was hot and a great player, and that longwell was the best player ever. she replied that she had longwell on her fantasy team, but that didn't justify liking the packers. hahahahahahah, i was dying. this lady was my boss the first summer i worked at p.g.&e. she's so funny. i thought the whole thing was silly because she has longwell on her fantasy team. she can't give me any crap. :)

super cute picture. the caption reads: Comfy chair: Pooped 2-year-old Carson Ellis takes his seat at the Sacred Heart Winterfest fund-raiser in Clovis, N.M. reminds me of a story my mom told me when i was little. i guess i was crawling across the floor one night, and just stopped and fell asleep. my mom and dad were cracking up cause there i was, mid-crawl, probably butt in air with head on floor, just asleep. hey, when you're tired, you're tired.

all right kiddies, sleep well, and pray that there's more rain to wake up to tomorrow morning.

whoa, PLEASE CHECK THIS OUT if you're a sharks fan. here's the link. some people need to stop crying. if sharkies fans were "stuffing" the ballot boxes, we'd have more votes for teemu, nolan, etc. and silly marshall...posting something about the raiders. isn't it a sharks webpage? all right, i'm audi.

instead of kneeling in the sand, catching teardrops in my hand (don't know why, norah jones)

yeah for christmas!! this is the first year in 4 years that i get to help my mommy decorate for christmas!! so weird to be here and put ornaments on the tree. i missed doing that so much!!

all right, so i need to come clean. i bought a celine dion cd today. don't knock it till you've tried it. :) i bought her chrismas one, she does a great job singing "o holy night" which is BY FAR my favorite christmas song. and, she also sings "the prayer" which is always a fun one to try to sing along to. but yeah, don't hate. i'm not going to see her in concert or anything that drastic. just christmas music...nothing else.

and on with football!! so many highlights today!! the browns beat the jags at the LAST second with a crazy-ass hail-mary. check for a recap of the steelers-texans game here. the texans had 3 DEFENSIVE touchdowns. no offensive!! and, in total yardage, steelers lead 422 to 47. yes, you read that right. hella crazy. in the chiefs-rams game, dante hall had a great time. he returned both a kickoff and punt for touchdowns. those are the best. :)

oh yeah, AND MY PACKERS WON. barely. it was a nail biter. and what was up with favre trying for 2 at the end? can someone give me an explanation on that one? they weren't going to be ahead by more than 7 or anything. i dunno....but they are ready to take the niners down on sunday!! i hope that "daniel" can make that game with me. he's a niner-hater so it's all good!! hee hee!!

big special thanks to erik for the links...thanks for finding them so fast for me!!

not much else to report tonight. i hope you're all doing well wherever you are. night, cuties :)

she tied you to a kitchen chair, she broke your throat and she cut your hair, and from your lips she drew the hallelujah (hallelujah, rufus wainwright...i highly recommend downloading this song, so beautiful)

so what's new with me? i'm sitting here listening to my fav songs, trying to get my mind off of my ankles. they hurt so freaking bad. i think part of it is that i was in high heels for 5 hours, and the weather is super cold. but happy times, okay!! distract me!! :) okay, here's some fun stuff to entertain you, kiddies.

earl boykins gets the "small guy with big balls" award. this fool plays on the warriors, and is as tall as me. yup, he's 5'5''. he went up against lafrentz, nowitzki, and bradley tonight. (little background info...they're 6'11, 7'0'', and 7'6'' respectively.) warriors were having trouble with who should guard who becaue boykins had to guard these fools at one point in the night. and, he totally schools one of the fools...hilarious. i love him already. :)

just when i thought it was getting cold...arctic temps are a'risin.

and, for all my niner fans out there, please check this story. it's one we all know well. in 2000, my boy longwell kicked a 35-yard field goal with 54 seconds left for a 31-28 victory. hahahahahahhah, hopefully it won't come to that when they play again. it better be a blowout!! :) go packers!!

okay, that's all from me...gotta get some more advil in me so i can enjoy snl. night...

...and tomorrow, back to being friends (say goodbye, dave matthews band)

sigh, i love that song. but i hate how he talks about being lovers for that night, then friends the next day. boooo. that's bad...i'm not for that at all. hahahahahahhahahahahah

i forgot to mention this last night. dan blackburn gets the "i got f*cked by the refs" award. this guy is 19, playing his second year for the rangers as goalie. HELLO. anyway, in the game last night, they're in OT, and the refs call a penalty shot on him. he gets scored on, and all because the refs made the stupidest call ever. don't worry...i have a feeling this boy has a few more seasons left in him to TOTALLY REDEEM HIMSELF. hahahahahaha, it's from dumb and dumber, you sillies!!

since we're talking about the nhl, i'd like to direct your attention to this link. please take time out of your busy schedule and vote for nhl all-stars!! if you're not sure, here's who i'm voting for. for wingers, owen nolan and teemu. (i know you want to pick bertuzzi, but he's the greatest player on nhl 2003 so he's got that going for him.) for center, pick patrick marleau and goaltender, nabby!! i know i'm voting several times using my multiple email addresses!! muhahahahahahhaah!!

guess what i'm doing december 15th?? GOING TO WATCH THE PACKERS PLAY IN SF!!! i am so excited because this is the second nfl game i've ever been to. the first one was a preseason game, so it really shouldn't count. i'm freaking out because i get to see brett favre (the hottest guy in the nfl) and ryan longwell (the best player in the nfl)!! horray!!

and one more thing. another star show. read all about it.

a moment of zen for you tonight. from tom arnold, talking about blink 182's video. "just when you think they're sexy, they're pooing."

pooing. there's a word i don't say enough. night you cuties...

and so castles made of sand, melt in the sea. eventually (castles made of sand, jimi hendrix)

good evenin to y'all tonight. glad you could make it. just talking online with spencer right now. he wanted me to guess what he was doing, since we were talking about "random" things. (random is my favorite word to use from davis.) i guess he's unraveling a baseball now, so he can tie up his drunk roommate when he gets home. he said he's getting him back from a previous time when spencer was covered in blue goo candy. yum. boy, i miss roommates. :)

tomorrow (or today...whatever you want to call it) i'm going to be helping out my aunt with a party for my uncle. he was the city engineer of freakmont, and now he's changing jobs to pleasanton...head of public works me thinks. but this should be fun. she's "hiring" me to pass out food and stuff...but it's fun times. i did it when he got the city engineer job. get to get all dressed up and mingle.

and yes, on with the links!! this one's cool cause it's about
astronomy again. it's coolio because it's all about SETI. :)

NAKED COWBOY ALERT!! :) if you want to see a pic of a naked cowboy, click here. i saw a story on this dude in the summer, i think...but yeah. it's for the ladies. :)

thanks to erik for this barrel of laughs. sucks that they lie to her, but i can't wait to see the look on her face.

and one last astonomy one. i think his idea stretches a little far, but i don't know too much about it, so i'll have to read up on it.

wanted to say hello to my favorite queen...yes, that's you, kassey!! (wow, that sounds like something out of "will and grace"...my favorite queen.) anyway, i'm sorry i missed one on your quiz...i knew the last answer but clicked too quickly i guess. which reminds me, i'll have to do another one for me, and make the questions harder this time. well, that's all from me. love you all and goodnight :)

sometimes i like to run around in my underroos for no reason (cute postcard i bought today...with a stick-figure guy in his underwear!!)

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i am so stoopid. i had my post all set up with cool links and now i lost them. lemme go find them. i'll be back. don't miss me too much.

read this because pac bell sucks. and so do any other companies who think this is cool.

horray for my favorite animal: turtles!! it seems they are visiting cali. :)

and you all know by now that i really like astronomy. here's a picture of the eclipse today (only seen in south africa and austrailia.) the caption reads: The Diamond Ring effect appears just after the totality of the solar eclipse in Ceduna, South Australia.

and one last link about the stars and such. do you know what the closest star is? do you even care?? i hope so. ;)

so i took this quiz i thought was about love...or relationships, i dunno. i was bored, and wasn't really paying attention till this popped up. this was my score: You're hot, sexy and fun between the sheets. You appreciate and understand the beauty of romance, but you have no problem exploring your sexual fantasies or his! You drive men wild in bed, and have a great time doing it. Your man is lucky indeed. hahahahahahahaah

anyways, i am doing well. my boss from camp is trying to get me a job in the bay area. it is hard now, because i really want to live in davis. that place has so many fun memories and a lot of my good friends live there. it's totally a place i've fallen in love with. i think i like it so much because there are so many places i can go, just by myself. now i sound like holden caufield again. sorry. but yeah, that's what's been going on with me. i hope everyone else is doing well. :) good night!!

can i say just one thing, or is this russia? (dog show, from snl)

okay, so i promised to talk about my astronomy club membership a few days ago!! so funny!! i think this story is best told in person, but whatever. my freshman year at davis, i hung out with my r.a. a lot. we one friday night decided to go to an astronomy club meeting because we had nothing else to do. we went with a few others; one friend nate who giggles like a girl. we think that it's funny because we're obviously dorks because we have nothing to do this friday night. as we walk in, though, we can tell right away that we're the coolest people there. there were about 10 other there, in your stereotypical nerd clothes. we had decided to go because we could look at stars and planets with the telescopes on the top of the physics/geology building. (well, i think it's pretty cool.) but anyways, this girl starts talking and we figure out that we have to sit through this lecture before we get to look at the stars. she starts talking about jupiter. but first, let me mention her clothes. not that i'm super fashionable or anything, but it just gives you a good visual on why it's so funny. she's got this long hair that hasn't been brushed in a week, super thick glasses, a t-shirt with planets on it, faded black jeans that are ready for flood season, and old converse. she then starts talking about her favorite moon of jupiter. she tells us that it used to be io, but now, it's europa...and proceeds to give us a list as to why it's changed. i was trying so hard to hold my laugh in, and my friend nate, is letting out these very quiet giggles. we were dying because first, she had a favorite moon of jupiter, and second, it had actually changed from one moon to the other, and she explained why. so after that, we looked at the stars, and signed our emails on a list so we could know when future meetings would be held. i guess i didn't know that by signing up on the list, you're actually a member of the club. so, i technically was a member of the uc davis astronomy club for 4 years. how's that for funny? yeah, i told you, it's better in person. :)

as i mentioned yesterday, sutter was fired from the sharks. he explains a few things, and seems to be pretty cool with it. i wish they would have given him a little more time, though. it wasn't his fault that nabby and stuart weren't signed right away and he had to make other changes. arg.

and, billy koch is no longer on the a's. what the hell??

speaking of the a's, i hope you all have read about my hottie mark mulder and his living situation. this was in the paper a while back, but i thought it was a cool article to read. my friend who lives near lafayette says he knows the place that they ate breakfast at...by looking at one of the pictures. hello, i will be dining there soon. :) but not too soon, i think he's in arizona now.

speaking of love...ahahahahaha, only kidding you crazy fools, here's a cool story about the town i love, davis. it's a cool article, and wanted to share it with y'all. :)

and, because i'm a nerd and love geology, i can't resist adding this. i was ALMOST a geology minor at davis. i had 1 more class to take after this stupid one that i was having trouble with. you see, if i wanted to major in geology, i would have had to taken physics and math. but not for the minor. since 99% of people taking geology classes are majoring in it, they understand it all very well. and the dumb teacher i had didn't think i should be having any problems (assuming everyone was taking math and physics) with his retarded math homework assignments. i talked to him about it twice, but he thought that it was "basic algebra." uh huh. so i ended up not taking the final because it was all based on the homework, not passing the class, and not being able to do a damn thing about it since he was the head of the department. i couldn't retake the class till next year (after i graduated...and i wasn't sticking around just for that.) so i was mad, because i would have majored in it if i had the smarts. i took a ton of extra classes, but none really relevant for the minor. geology is by far my first love...i love earthquakes so much. so i didn't get to minor in it since i didn't pass that class, and it annoys the hell out of me. okay, that's enough of me for now.

i think i'll do some more scrapbooking...see you all later. sleep well!!

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so i just got the last entry erased by blogger somehow. so annoyed right now. let's start over.

i see your red door and i want it painted black (painted black, rolling stones....yes, it's the scariest song and i'm listening to it!!)

not much is new with me tonight. i'm talking to a million people online so i'm just gonna share some fun stuff i found online today. here's a cute picture. the caption read: Future wide receiver in Dayton, Ohio.

also, jeff tedford was named pac-10 coach of the year. here's a good article and cool stats.

marshall and erik have decided to take over as the coaching staff of the san jose sharks. i think it's okay if i get to massage the players. :)

and, the last thing. mad magazine sometimes had a cool article about things they'd like to see just once, and this guy did a good job on a list that he would like to see. check it out.

okay, i'm audi 500...night all you beautiful babes. ;)

you are the perfect drug (perfect drug, NIN...i don't know...it's just what i'm listening to.)

so horray!! my packers FINALLY won today. they're 6-0 at home this year. watch out foolios, favre and longwell are gonna kick some ass in these next few games. especially the '9ers!! :)

i am super sad, though, about the departure of darryl sutter from the sharks. for all of you who don't follow hockey (not my true friends...just kidding...i know, it's a nerd sport, but it's my fav) sutter is/was the coach. i'm sad because he's done so much for the team over the last few years. i don't think they gave him enough of a chance this season. the sharks haven't been winning, but their games have been close. arg...this new coach betta be good.

i don't know if you saw this, but bryan barker gets the "i need a new helmet, coach!" award. this fool broke his nose attempting to recover a blocked field goal...it was so disgusting!! you know how punters and kickers have the weird helmets...well, this fool got booted right in the nose. erik ran out of the room cussing, it was so bad. his nose was all effed up, and bleeding...ouch!! so yeah, cheers to you. hope it doesn't turn out all crazy like owen wilson's.

hee hee, and of course, to impress all my friends at the astronomy club back at davis, check out this link. i'll have to tell you the story with that later...i'm waaaaaaaaaaay to tired to explain it all now.

i did go to the car show today in san francisco. it was a little different that what i thought, but i got to see the batmobile, the aston martin in 007, etc. my top 3 favs were the lamborghini, bentley, and jaguar. oh baby, i LOVED that jag. it's all about the s-type. damn, if you wanted to marry me...i'd do it in a heart-beat if you bought me that car. which is funny because i feel that i'm very easily entertained. i'm so amused with slurpees...it's not money that gets to this girl's heart. damn...i do think the jag was sweet!! and, i got to sit in it and everything. so yeah, when i win the lotto, that might be my first purchase. after the car show, the fam and i went to the meteron for a quick snack, then caught 007. it was an okay movie. very jumpy...good cars, though.

all right, i think that's all from me. i had so much fun talking to "daniel" last night...2 hours flies by when you're having fun. i gotta give him a shout-out. okay, so poll of the night: what should i get him for christmas? i was thinking a watch...since he doesn't have one. but i need your opinions. please give them to me at the "shout-out" thing below this. love you all...goodnight

shame, shame on old notre dame. they paid the refs so they win the game!! (i dunno what that's from. but, it's in my head right now. sing it to the tune their band plays all the time. my gramps taught it to me, so it's coolio, yo.)

a little update from me. i'm super tired from playing poker last night/this morning with my bro, cuz, and a few of his friends. hella crazy...and i still woke up and got my apple juice from davis. hells ya!! so i found a bunch of cool stuff i wanted to share with y'all. i think my website might turn into a place of cool links soon. :) oh well, it's still fun. i'll keep it spicy, too. don't you worry. :) ummm, and hilarious horoscope today. kinda funny that it says, "he" and "him." it's like it knows i'm a girl. woohoo!! "You have been suffering from the distance between your partner and yourself. Indeed, he is often away and you would rather have him beside you. Today's celestial configuration will enable you to think about this situation. This aspect of your life is stressful and could causes tension. You really should talk to your partner about this situation."

for all of you who don't think that one person can make a difference, please look at this. this is the caption which i just found out isn't on the webpage anymore. "$1 ministry: For 20 years, Father Maurice Chase -- better known as Father Dollar Bill -- has been handing out $3,000 in singles to the needy on Thanksgiving and Christmas Day in downtown Los Angeles. This homeless man got a blessing with his buck." i wish there were more people in the world who did stuff like this.

okay, now it's college football time. just wanted to say that the QB from grambling is hella large and in charge. even though they lost to southern today, he did a great job of tackling once he threw an interception. he's got to weigh 270-minimum. i'm totally not kidding. i can't find the stats for him. also funny that a linebacker on their team punts the ball. on a good note, STUPID RETARDED notre dame got the snot beat out of them today. WOOHOO for usc. i swear, it's the only time i'll ever root for usc. but willingham is a big fat fool who never gave cal credit when he was a stanFUrd coach, so i hate him for life. (a little background as to why i'm bitter against the loser.) he and his dumb notre dame team are always in the damn sports illustrated every week, it kills me!! even when they weren't ranked...always on tv. but i do want to say that usc had the hardest schedule of any other team, so according to bsc rankings and schedules, usc is ranked #1. but damn, they freakin killed notre dame...AND CAL ONLY LOST BY 2 POINTS!!! hahahahahahhahahahahahahahah!! what does that say to you?? woohoo!! overrated!!!!!!!

okay, three quick pics before i go. this one's cool if you like the reefer.

this one is because i'm a nerd and love astronomy.

and finally....hilarious!! the best pic of the night. when conan o'brien asked samuel l. jackson what HE wore under his kilt in his last movie, jackson said, "man, don't you know? your wife's lipstick!!" anyways, check out this pic.

anyways, i gotta go, "daniel" is on the phone. WOOHOO!!

the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return. (moulin rouge)

evenin'!!

if you can't tell, i'm going through another moulin rouge phase. i think it's the fact that i've been listening to the cds nonstop. i still want to watch the dvd, but that will have to wait. :) i want to try to put this moulin rouge pic up, but alas, i am not a computer dork. hahahahah, just kidding. but seriously, if i could figure out how to put up pics, i'd do it at least in every post. :)

thanksgiving was a lot of fun. my little sis is the cutest thing ever. she totally talks in these crazy sentences and is super smart for being "two and three quarters." :) this was the first thanksgiving that i didn't stuff myself. i actually just ate some soup cause i was still hungry. i think i'm not full cause my mommy didn't make any garlic mashed potatoes. that's what happens when you don't have thanksgiving at your house!!

anyways, i should be gone for a day or two...visiting my older cousins in elk grove (near sac). i haven't seen them in a while...and my oldest cousin, stacy, has a baby that i haven't seen in days. i bet she's walking about now. insane. i hope we have time to go to the davis farmers market on saturday. they have the FRESHEST crab...so yummy. and, the best....bestest apple juice you'll ever drink. no joke. just ask erik...my dad went nuts over the stuff. i think he plans on buying gallons and gallons...again, no joke. it's so good because it's just freshly squeezed apples. and it's half frozen so it's sort of like a slurpee. brings back such good memories of going down to the farmers market in my college days. i loved to go and get apple juice and fresh baked bread and just sit and watch the people. :) one of my favorite things to do by myself. yes, i am holden caufield at times, don't be alarmed. anyways, i am rambling, so i'll leave you.

sorry i don't have a moment of zen like jon stewart.

night, all you cuties!! :)

come what may, i will love you until my dying day (from the soundtrack, moulin rouge)

ahhhhhhhhh, i love that song, i don't care how cheesy you think it is. anyways...

hey kiddies,

not too much to report for today. i applied for my davis job!! horray for me. i swear, i'm gonna be so sad if i don't get it. i just keep picturing myself back there with all my davis homies....maybe not the greatest idea, but i miss y'all so much. but yeah, think good thoughts for me...i know it'll be days till i hear back on that. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

so not that i really believe horoscopes or whatever, but i do read mine every now and then. i thought this one was a little scary, especially the part about, "perhaps you're expecting the world's most cheerful baby." verrrrrrrry interesting/disturbing. but seriously, if you saw my face today, you saw that i had a huge smile from ear to ear. so read on: "The last few days may have been hard, but you're already moving beyond them. Whatever is making you happy now, that smile looks good on your face. Some would say it's the glow of health. Maybe you're well loved, or perhaps you're expecting the world's most cheerful baby. If there's a physical reason for all this, there's probably a spiritual aspect at work, too. All levels of your being move together in a dance, connected by invisible but strong threads. You're graceful in courtship, lucky in love, and successful in any cosmic or mundane task you undertake."

i hope everyone has a wonderful thanksgiving with the people they love the most, and you take time to realize that you're all loved by me (most importantly, God, but that's a whole other lecture...hee hee!!) and be thankful for what you got, yo!! let the people who mean the most to you know how you feel. i'm gonna say it in three words to you all. i love you!! :)

(special p.s. to "daniel": yeah, thanks for the call. it meant a lot, you're wonderful and i know what you mean about in & out. wish you were here.)

return to me, oh my dear i'm so lonely (return to me, dean martin)

sigh, i love that song!!

i can't remember how i came across this website, but it's a must to check out!! erik also sent it to me to have me check it out. just look at the pictures on the left. freakin hilarious...this guy will make you pee your pants. make sure to look at more of the pics towards the bottom...not just the first few. :)

a funny quote i heard while watching 12 monkeys today: "You dumb assholes, I'm a mental patient, I'm supposed to act out!" also, "Oh, wouldn't it be great if I *was* crazy? Then the world would be okay." that movie was crazy...i don't remember if i saw all of it before or not. i think that since it was on tv, they cut out a few parts, and i was talking during a bit of it...so not all was soaked in. i'd love to see that again and disect it.


awwwwwwww to my boy, albert. he sends me the sweetest emails...it's like we are satine and christian. horray for the moulin rouge, and his kind words. to you, i say, "come what may...." :) only this mordern-day shakespeare could say things like, "There may have been thousands of us on the field to tear down the goal posts, but the stadium might as well have been empty." sigh....but this gets the cake, "Anticipating a little Turkey here, but only you could provide the stuffing..."

one last thing, foolios...you can always give me a shoutout at the bottom of each post. yup, just click on the blue "shout out" and tell me what's up. love you all

just good friends, wouldn't give me none. but all i wanted was some... (bubble toes, jack johnson)

seriously, for all those crazy fools who i've talked to who haven't heard jack johnson, download that crap soon!! or come on over and listen to my cd. he's so freaking good...and, probably one of the best concerts i've been to.

here's a cool pic about lava.

and...another cool pic of potato chips. my friend, jen, is in philly and sent some of these to me last year. so funny to see them again!!

so i read an intersting article about thanksgiving. it's super coolio because it talks about how it's all about prayer, not food. dang, everything is about prayer, and i LOVE it!!

for all you cool peeps out there, i know how much you love ninjas. this ninja site was brought to my attention by jackson...i think. it's the bomb because there's sentences in it like, "Ninjas are sooooooooooo sweet that I want to crap my pants." and, "I love ninjas with all of my body (including my pee pee)." please, you know you want to be a ninja, so check it out!!

the sharks got jacked tonight by the officials. they would have had their first shutout against the stupid st. louis blues. instead, the score was 4-1. i guess a win's a win. but marchment will seek revenge. just you wait, you stupid babies.

on a lighter note...i'm applying for a job in DAVIS!! hell ya, fool!! it would be for the university...and oh, how i long to be in davis again. so many of my close buds live there...and it would be so much fun to be back there. but i can't get too freakin excited yet because it's not like they've hired me or anything. so please keep your fingers crossed!! horray for davis!!

all right...that's enough outta me tonight. before i go, i do want to mention that last night, i saw the moon out of my window before i went to sleep. you probably don't care, but i do. you see, my window is covered, and when the moon happens to peek out of a corner of my blinds, i go crazy!! the moon likes to say, "hey, jeannette, i see you!!" ya, i hear voices. what, jealous? anyways, i love how right before i go to bed, the last thing i see is the moon. :) smiles for me. sleep well kiddies...

so i want to try to put some sort of title on my next posts. ahhh, that means i have to remember. okay. it's probably going to be a quote or music or yeah...you get the point. and, i can use the same song over again, but different lyrics. :)

you, still a whisper on my lips. i can feel it in my fingertips. (days gone by, dirty vegas)

boohoo!! so my fudge-packers lost another one!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! so frustrating when they aren't scoring a lot and brett favre throws 4 interceptions. what was more frustrating was dumb cris collinsworth who keeps saying, "oh, gosh, favre can't throw anything" when the receivers can't catch worth crap.

i did enjoy the end of the broncos/colts game. yeah for kickers!! they're the freakin bomb!! mike vanderjagt gets the "PISS PANTS" award according to erik. (thanks for the name of the award...i was trying to think of something clever.) he gets it for coming through even though he was about to piss his pants. twice. m.v. for the colts kicks one for 54 yards (yes, you read that right) to tie the game!! if you didn't see the game, let me just tell you that it was snowing and windy. i guess he had the wind helping him, but that kick was hella good!! then, in OT, he kicks a 51 yarder in the wind to win it. damn...i love kickers. poor jason elam (broncos). he had like (about...i can't remember what they said and can't find the stat anywhere) 370 straight PAT's and missed one tonight. hella crazy.

i watched something coolio from espn about "the play" that my bro had taped for me. i learned that joe kapp (coach for cal in '82) actually would have the guys fool around with an "indian/mexican game" (i think that's what he said...) sort of like football. you just keep the ball going...no rules. i guess that practice paid off.

also, there were only 10 guys on the field for cal when stanfurd kicked-off. what the crap?? yeah...still pulled that sh!t off with only 10 guys.

but that's all from the football world. just want the cold weather to make up it's mind. every time it gets warm, it goes back to getting cold. and that sucks for me cause my ankles hurt so much every time it gets cold. owwwwwww!! sorry. but i get to complain cause it's my webpage. goodnight kiddies...

good evening!!

so tonight is going to be a lot of coolio links to cal stuff. i just want to mention to those who might not already know...i bleed blue and gold. ever since i can remember, i've been going to cal football and basketball games. i was so freaking excited that cal beat icky stanFUrd today, and by more than the dumb point spread!! it's the first big game i had seen cal win!! first, is kyle boller's cool pic of the fans picking him up. the axe made it our way, right in front of us. i was so excited because i had never seen that thing up close in person.

the big game is really a big game to me. i read a bunch of retared articles by stupid sports writers in the bay area who were like, "it's not a big game to me." well, you didn't grow up rooting for either cal or dumb stanFUrd, so you don't understand it. i love going to them in berkeley...seeing all the frats and sororites all dolled up in blue and gold. it's just a fun atmosphere, and i love how everyone gets all ready for it!! today, there were two great signs that were flying by the stadium. usually you get a go bears one, or whatever, but these were classic. the first one said, "stanFUrd rugby. home of the brave. NOT!!" and the second one said, "stanFUrd rugby. do you need c-c-c-courage? see oski" i was freaking DYING!!! for those of you who don't know...the last 2 years, stanFUrd has chickened out bigtime and not played cal in rugby. something about they're afraid they'd get hurt. hilarious since it's the freakin toughest sport out there. but sports illustrated poked a lot of fun at them, so i'm happy. :) those signs were great...go bears!!

back to the game...i'm super excited that jemeel powell returned a punt 84 yards for a touchdown!! it was really the only uber-exciting play of the game. boller tried to throw a hail mary in the beginning to be all coolio, but it didn't work out. i was actually looking for a fake P.A.T. cause boller always holds them. whatever. but speaking of P.A.T.'s....jensen missed a few today!! i guess he broke his streak of 72 consecutive P.A.T.'s. hella crazy...and, joe igber ran for 226 yards, beating a record from like 1956!! i found some cool quotes from both teams if you wanna check them out.

after the game, the students rushed the field (with 11 seconds left...i thought we'd get in trouble for sure) and eventually took down both goal posts. i only saw them take down the one in the north end. hella crazy sounds when it snapped twice...but i just wonder how much those suckers cost...

but i do need to mention that this was the 20th anniversary of THE PLAY. yes, the best moment in college football. i was 2 when it happened, and have no recollection of it. i do remember wearing my mom's original shirt that has the play on it when i was little, and always knowing how it happened. i was brainwashed at a young age..hee hee!! but i have to say that joe starkey makes it all the more memorable. every time i saw it on sports center this week, they would stop talking over the clip, because starkey well, i'll just tell ya what he says, "The Bears have won! Oh my God! The most amazing, sensational, dramatic, heart-rending, exciting finish in the history of college football! ... Excuse me for my voice, but I have never, never seen anything like it in the history of any game in my life!" but it's hilarious because as they're marching/lateralling (is that a word??) down the field, he can BEARly (hee hee!!) contain himself. when he gets excited about stuff, he just starts screaming rather than letting you know what's happening. but yeah, i found the quote and wanted to share it with you. :) and, this is a good article from a stanFUrd grad's point of view. also, this is probably the best picture from that game. i just think it's silly that stanFUrd can't let go that they lost. their band didn't even perform at halftime. (cal was sooo good, they played john mayer, coldplay, and nelly...it's getting hot in here...and some danced and took their clothes off!!) but all they did at halftime was go over the play, and how someone from cal had his knee down during the last play. get over it. they ruled in cal's favor, end of story. i guess in their record books, it says it's a 20-19 victory over cal. riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight...

but, okay. i think that's all my ranting about cal and stanFUrd for a while. enjoy the links and my biased opinion about cal. go bears!!

last...(no, not lastly, there's no such word) i wanted to wish some special a happy birthday today. yes, "daniel" is 23. "23 and so tired of life..."~yeah dave matthews band!! but seriously, from me to you: "I love you, man. Just wanted to say it"~tenacious d

good evening to you all

how silly is this?? check the link for the picture. "Diamonds aren't always a girl's best friend: Tied 107-107 in the race for the Esmeralda County commissioner, candidates Dee Honeycutt and R.J. Gillum agreed to cut the cards in the ornat Goldfield, Nev., courthouse. Both picked jacks. Gillum was declared the winner because his spade beat her diamond."

well, it's time to get really pumped up for the big game. cal has to do it this year. i mean, really!! i've only been to the big games in '96, '98, and '00. obviously never seen them win since they haven't won it in a million years. yes, you heard me, a million. they better beat the crap out of dumb stanfurd. and, i can't wait to see everyone from the lair. fun times!!

okay, that's all outta me for tonight. everyone better be cheering really loud for cal tomorrow!!

i bleed blue and gold!! :)

gooooooooood morning!!

so i just read a story about a crazy girl's basketball game that got a little out of control. that coach is effing retarded.

and this poor lady. i hear about weird things like this sometimes...just crazy that sometimes the heart is still beating...

and to the good news. me and my boy. hee hee. first, let me just say that he told me he had this dream about me. we were in a boat, inside his house, and there was water everywhere. i guess he said he knew the boat we were in wasn't going to sink, but there was a lot of water filling up the house quick, so he was a little worried. this morning, i consulted my book of dreams and found out that means that we're having seven kids. hahahahah, i wish. this was just the intro to the "water" section. "our deepest emotions, intuitions and instincts are in question or under examination when our dreams use the symbolism of water; they may be either reassuring us or making us conscious of deep-rooted conflicts and phobias. they may be encouraging us to dive to the bottom of our problems, to allow our emotions to flow more freely, to stop confiing them behind some sort of dam or within too narrow channels." oh, hello, this is what i'm talking about. do we have a hard time talking about commitment? and for the boat part, "you may have felt secure, but perhaps your boat was leaking?" nope!! "were you mending it? if so, what are you tring to make good or patch in your waking life? as yourself if you are under any heavy emotional stress at present, in stormy waters, or just drifting with the tide." yes...this totally makes sense. can we never talk to jeannette about relationships??

luckily, i got him to spill his guts. hahahhaahha. but that's for me to know and you to pretend to know. maybe i'll talk about it later today.

i need to get going so erich, jen, marsh and i can go to pleasanton. before i leave, i do want to say that i had a great time babysitting my little sis from 5am to 5pm yesterday. hella crazy, though. you know how i always joke that i want 7 kids? yesterday was really the first time i thought to myself, "i really don't want kids anytime soon." not that my little sis was a lot to handle, she was so much fun, really easy to take care of...i just don't want that responsibility yet. i want to have fun times with my hubby (IF i ever get married) for years before we have kiddies. and, i did have a dream about me having a kid last night. he was the cutest baby ever. but i don't quite know what that represents. i just had him, and was doing all these chores with him and taking care of him. i guess it's more like i know that i want to have kids, i was really thinking of that yesterday, and this was sort of a wish-fullfillment dream. but yeah, no kiddies for a long time. anyways, i need to get going...more later, maybe!!

good evening to all

sorry this is going to be another quick entry. i didn't get much sleep last night...hee hee...having too much fun in davis. but i do have to wake up at 5 tomorrow to babysit my littlest sis!! how fun!! i wanted ya'll interested in geology...okay, maybe it's just me....to check out this story.

also, for all those buying me an engagement ring, you'll want to know what i like. hahahahah, only kidding. well, maybe half-kidding. :) but not that it needs to be super big or anything, it's an insane looking picture, it looks gigantic. but i like the princess cut (or, square) diamond with a platinum band. hahahahahhaahha!!

i just got back from ohlone where i heard a pretty rad talk the chances of asteroids/meteors/etc hitting the earth. this dude from nasa spoke (yeah, already forgot his name) but it was coolio because i pretty much already learned most this stuff in geology and astronomy. nasa's scientists are finding out that the likelihood of a large asteroid hitting the earth is less than they originally thought. here's a pic of eros which is an asteroid that nasa sent a probe to recently. hahahaha, don't know if any anal probing went on.

i swear i'll write more later about "daniel" but i really need to get to bed. all is well, though, and i miss that boy already. this visit was so wonderful, and i'll be smiling for a long time. goodnight...

sigh...
such a beautiful night/early morning meteor shower. the first one i saw was by far the brightest and prettiest meteor in my life. and when i'm explaining things, i usually say, "it's the ....ist/best/greatest" but this seriously was. it had a great white tail, and then turned purple before disappearing. is that spelled right? darn...where the heck is spell check on this?? i'm horrible with spelling. anyways, i'll write more later. big thanks to jackson for turning my page pink for me!! horray for pink!!

quick post...

please, please check this out. tonight is a super fun meteor shower, called the leonids meteor shower. (it's called leonids cause it's near the leo sign in the stars. i'm super dorky.) but seriously, it's going to be so pretty, even with the full moon. it starts at 8:30 PM PST and goes till 2:30 AM PST. please, just look for a little bit. it's going to be a night of smiles, i know it. :) thanks for reading...

horray for me!!

hahaahhahah, i thought i was all done posting for today, but no, exciting things do happen to me on sunday nights!! my friend, crista stopped by to give me some apple donuts before she drove back to santa cruz. such a funny girl...she had been to my house once, and knew how to get here again!! it's just sort of insane cause there's a lot of streets to remember. i am so freaking excited right now. but most of you probably don't know the whole donut history. here it is.

during the late summer, i would sleep with my window open. (i had been working at a summer camp, sleeping under the stars. it's just weird to get adjusted to a room again, even if you have glow in the dark stars on your ceiling.) a couple of nights in a row, i had these amazing dreams about donuts. i would walk into a donut store, and be so overwhelmed at the amount of donuts, they all looked so yummy!! i couldn't figure out why i kept dreaming about donuts...i wasn't a huge fan of them or anything. one night, a little after midnight, i picked up my brother from the bart station. when we got back to our house, right when i opened the car door, i smelled donuts. jelly filled, if you must know!! i was screaming, thinking, i neeeeeeed these donuts!! that's when i put two and two together. there's a donut shop about a block away from my house. they must cook those suckers as i was drifting off to sleep. and, me having my window open would allow me to smell them as i was sleeping....making me dream about them!!

the other day, i found donut pillows, and got two for my bed. i don't sleep with my windown open now...it's a bit cold outside. but at least i have some inspiration until it heats up outside. that's all from me now...time to finish those donuts!!

and a big huge thanks to crista for being so super nice and getting me donuts even though she knew nothing of my crazy dreams. :)

i'm baaaaaaaaaack today!!

okay, first things first. donovan mcnabb gets the ironman award for the week. i guess this crazy fool hurt his ankle in the THIRD play of the game, and kept playing. also, he's the leading rusher on his team!! holy crap!! you can see a pic of when he hurt his ankle here: http://sportsillustrated.cnn.com/football/news/2002/11/17/mcnabb_ankle_ap/

i'll have to figure out how to make the link things less like a link and more like a word. oh well. i guess i want to include some more links that i think are pretty funny/cool/worthy of my time...hahahaahha!!

i know there are a few anagram websites out there, here's one i use sometimes. ya, i'm a dork. www.wordsmith.org/anagram/advanced.html

this one is sooo freaking cool. i gotta call someone up sometime and use it. http://www.ebaumsworld.com/jackblack.html

so yeah, i'll stop now cause i have a million that i think are cool. i'll figure out how to make it all tight later.

i want to give a shout-out to my beautiful friend, kassey. (i'll give shout-outs to myself later, i promise!!) she sent me a rivercats postcard the other day, and i almost peed my pants. we lived together my junior/her sophomore year. i always talked about the a's and giants and one day she asked if i had ever been to a rivercats game. (yes, the sacramento rivercats...i know!!) i about died, and said, "who the hell plays for the rivercats??" i guess that i turn out to be the retarded one because i guess mark mulder played for them at that time. what a dork i am. but i wanted to thank her for thinking of me, and sending me that wonderful postcard. it stinks that she's up in davis and i'm in freakmont. all is well, though. she has a man named bob that she likes to makeout with all the time. hahahahhaha, i'll start some crazy rumors about you!! just kidding. well, that's all from me right now. take care everyone.

good afternoon to you!!

allrightythen, i think i should do some sort of background thing to let y'all know what i'm all about!! (aboot, for all you canadians out there...you're welcome for the translation.)

i'm 22 years old, just graduated from UCD...davis, what what?? i'm now in fremont (freakmont for all you bay area folk) without a job. how silly is that?? so much for graduating with a degree in sociology. do i want to do social work? not really. i like to annoy my daddy when he asks me what i want to do when i get older with, "i want to be a mommy." hahahahhaahh, watch out, boys!!

anyways...i'm sort of distracted because my packers are playing, and LOSING to the vikings right now. what the crap?? and yes, i'll start calling them my fudge-packers because that's what all the funny boys say. oh yeah, and i told jackson that i'd include a quote from him. "the real problem with you is the fact you're a packers fan." this is when we were talking about the fact that i didn't have a boyrfriend. not that i have any major flaws, he says, but that i'm a packers fan. maybe i should move to green bay. but i love my packers...ryan longwell is the best player in the nfl, my brett favre is the second best. :)

ummm, what else to mention? i LOVE almost all the sports teams from the bay area. it would be hard for me to live far away from here, cause i couldn't root for anyone!! i'm a huge a's fan (mark mulder will one day be my husband...i just gotta meet him...whoops!!) and giants fan....so sad they both couldn't pull off another bay bridge series. i also love cal...i've been going to football and basketball games my whole life, thanks to my mommy. :) as hockey goes, it's gotta be my sharks!! (i'll start calling them sharkies later!!) this is i guess where i'm introducing all my funny words i use. everyone will be super confused if they never read this post. hahahahahahah to them, i say!!

i am also in love with the color pink. it's the best. i'm not totally at the point where i have to have everything pink or anything, but let's say that if you came in my room, you'd notice that it's a fav. as time goes on, i'll be more personal and all that jazz, but for now, i'm just gonna talk about the stuff i like. i LOVE to read, take pictures, watch movies, scrapbook, and play offensive lineman with my brother. such a fun game, we just go at it like we're playing football...one of us is the offensive lineman, and the other is trying to get past them...i'm super good at it!!

hahahah, okay, i can talk about my bro. his name is erik. but i call him erich...or freaker. but he's about 6 inches taller than me, and i beat him all the time. i think we weigh around the same, though, maybe he's more than me, i dunno....so it's not like my fat ass gets me much of an advantage!! but yeah, i love him cause he's the only sibling i got. although, i do have 3 sisters. hahahahahahha...just 3 cousins i consider my sisters...i'm weird, i'm sorry. when i was 5, i told my mom that i wanted a sister for christmas. she told me that was impossible, and i told her it could happen. 5 days before christmas, my cousin caitlin was born, and i always called her my sister...cause, duh, she was my christmas present!! later, her sister megan was born, and she was my second sister!! my third one is almost 3 years old, and she calls me HER sister. how cute!! i promise to put up pics of everyone soon. so if you can't tell, my family is really important to me....we're all really close and so fun.

okay, but maybe i should stop, i could write about myself forever. so here's the thing. i get to include random things in my posts about myself whenever, and you can either read it or not. one last thing, the only time i'm going to mention this. i'm going to talk about the boy...my boy, cause i still consider him mine....hahahhahhaha!! his name is "daniel." but this is the only time i'm going to mention the boy "code." here it is: suzanne=jeannette, so figure it out, smarty-pants. okay, time to leave ya, i'll probably write more today!!

good evening to everyone!! horray for my first post!! big huge thanks to jackson who helped me out with the settings/getting started/listening to me!! and, yes, i use 2 exclamation points in every sentence...get used to it. this entry can suck because it's the first one...and the first few will take some getting used to. hahahahahah, that just sounds weird. okay...so the purpose of this page?? not sure yet...i guess i'm gonna talk about how boys are icky...and how much i like big poppas. if you are a big poppa, you betta send me your picture!! hahahahahhaha!! anyways, i'm in a sort of happy mood, snl is almost on (yes, i am home by 11:30 on saturdays to watch tv) and life is treating me pretty well. i'll have to update you on certain boy situations soon. okay, time to go and post this thing. thanks for reading, and i promise to drop more juicy details about the crazy life i lead. hahahahahahhaha....